0.5狀態 - 第九章——阿零&大一

阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXV3EqFm6N
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqzsjd5XbS
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnZkQvjrQd
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3yRvB2MT8
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAiwluRmUk
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYdgnGBPQq
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oZU3Gcu4j
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBMo7TKtCD
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「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltRb1qIkeh
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMAjQMaJvR
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC8hlyzdzX
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbPKQyxuGZ
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阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96yGo8shue
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqL7gOTD8d
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阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUyWqe01KI
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15KYt5V00i
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLx3GhS9QF
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9eC8tPSEB
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHT5bD5FUL
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCXOLZm3so
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg1GnFpL30
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原來自己是那麼無聊。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0Dv48UgkX
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJyRZIg4U2
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCerOGPruG
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無謂再假裝。

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