副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。99Please respect copyright.PENANAmm7A9ffw7X
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAuLPLXKoxsr
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。99Please respect copyright.PENANAFYrlAN66SO
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAC2MeaskFjW
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。99Please respect copyright.PENANAAtsrSrK9ub
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。99Please respect copyright.PENANAQcr4FKrOZ6
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。99Please respect copyright.PENANAwsYp5rit0V
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。99Please respect copyright.PENANAqTuBRd0h6i
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。99Please respect copyright.PENANAMGW7QDyTgF
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。99Please respect copyright.PENANA4T6uMOc2AP
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。99Please respect copyright.PENANAMmADZGS66O
不真實,卻讓人記住。99Please respect copyright.PENANAVti1skjMAG
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。99Please respect copyright.PENANA8J5WlL5aag
#兩組劇組撞景#99Please respect copyright.PENANAXvWoGeos4Q
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#99Please respect copyright.PENANAbZauaO4WpN
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。99Please respect copyright.PENANAkKpuDs7tZV
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAgVd1OJxYcp
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAMDlSpwmdR8
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但那一夜,我失眠。99Please respect copyright.PENANAPioJ5SyRWo
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。99Please respect copyright.PENANAAOI655gjXw
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】99Please respect copyright.PENANATyL7ZA84dJ
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。99Please respect copyright.PENANAmvkjKhs9KZ
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。99Please respect copyright.PENANAvSQq7H7mD9
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】99Please respect copyright.PENANAH8vb4XNe35
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】99Please respect copyright.PENANAmSuoYj7pIJ
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】99Please respect copyright.PENANARS3MO1GNLY
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。99Please respect copyright.PENANAgvRrAKpjgK
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。99Please respect copyright.PENANA84liCkK8Wz
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ1btOjoSF
我往前一步,他也往前一步。99Please respect copyright.PENANAup2P8HfH6S
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。99Please respect copyright.PENANAuhkT3wldjZ
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAuyxJWrUwga
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAE2t0Mkg9X4
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」99Please respect copyright.PENANA4Kiyj0LNv9
那句話,我記了很久。99Please respect copyright.PENANAZenipmiVbj
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。99Please respect copyright.PENANAtk5lcIuTzS
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。99Please respect copyright.PENANAzR1fXAO7rB
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。99Please respect copyright.PENANAJgj4YQNO8s
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。99Please respect copyright.PENANARq10xCtEmm
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然後,那件事發生了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAX0EiaTr4zu
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。99Please respect copyright.PENANAzqw9YKAgOv
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】99Please respect copyright.PENANAipUI8T8CM7
新聞底下全是評論:99Please respect copyright.PENANAedXzMjYDcs
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAJx6oeYK35u
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。99Please respect copyright.PENANA9UnTuWCuLs
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。99Please respect copyright.PENANAZR2FDsXOa5
他傳來訊息。99Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3nrfuqnXd
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】99Please respect copyright.PENANAJyOgiKE2SG
【我只是送她一程。】99Please respect copyright.PENANA6e6BQVWE1E
【別多想。】99Please respect copyright.PENANAmbplIvnR5i
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。99Please respect copyright.PENANAVyYEp4EKj6
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。99Please respect copyright.PENANAuYf4F23kjS
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後來,他真的來找我。99Please respect copyright.PENANA9cinXgEJH4
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。99Please respect copyright.PENANAVnpQtf0vi2
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。99Please respect copyright.PENANA1iWpVkvITo
「妳辛苦了。」他說。99Please respect copyright.PENANAjoyQXBeIWB
我笑:「你也是。」99Please respect copyright.PENANACzNRNOGWh9
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。99Please respect copyright.PENANAG1RVjUnhtU
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。99Please respect copyright.PENANA7b8LPPMrz7
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。99Please respect copyright.PENANA936UlQXEun
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。99Please respect copyright.PENANAWnBol5Marj
「你怎麼在這?」我問。99Please respect copyright.PENANAgcQ54Avz1S
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。99Please respect copyright.PENANAhMZ26DXASQ
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAepTat7nJCx
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAtsLI5B523p
「為什麼?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAtnwIF9Pf70
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAhdMajjVvHE
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAD10NPQsH3B
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAs10mjRhl0e
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。99Please respect copyright.PENANAKIw9QgUtrO
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。99Please respect copyright.PENANAlh5d24JjUN
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。99Please respect copyright.PENANA49110T8k8L
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。99Please respect copyright.PENANArvUDhXIsdC
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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