副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。84Please respect copyright.PENANAbBVrAZLqXo
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。84Please respect copyright.PENANAXztujojoNb
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。84Please respect copyright.PENANAlAIpLL7RtR
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白衣、青髮。84Please respect copyright.PENANAR9awkiItLg
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。84Please respect copyright.PENANA7SULZDzqaP
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。84Please respect copyright.PENANA7hedW4DiRX
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。84Please respect copyright.PENANAT5dNzEwkur
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她抬頭,看見我。84Please respect copyright.PENANAKqWS44IAlN
隔着光、隔着人群。84Please respect copyright.PENANAiN6yMjdKMu
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。84Please respect copyright.PENANAbuf52CnWWe
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。84Please respect copyright.PENANAcgeNB0qmL7
#兩組劇組撞景#84Please respect copyright.PENANAPks8CIcT0N
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#84Please respect copyright.PENANAnMRpJupQTI
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。84Please respect copyright.PENANAB6k8YF8hAR
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」84Please respect copyright.PENANADkUDHVqtxd
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。84Please respect copyright.PENANASAz9s1pmgZ
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】84Please respect copyright.PENANAOnVxXlwls8
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。84Please respect copyright.PENANAP6Z5nbx0dc
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】84Please respect copyright.PENANAdFuBcx17VP
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。84Please respect copyright.PENANAf6sxdTAmr0
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】84Please respect copyright.PENANAgEvdEPZj6q
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】84Please respect copyright.PENANAIGflihISqX
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。84Please respect copyright.PENANAZzpmDYcoIt
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。84Please respect copyright.PENANARRS6menbOa
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。84Please respect copyright.PENANAjI6XMTtIth
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」84Please respect copyright.PENANA2vRgRD7CD8
我往前一步,她沒退。84Please respect copyright.PENANA0CSIcs7VTe
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。84Please respect copyright.PENANAFkOBvpuo2W
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。84Please respect copyright.PENANANj4eoKrMdn
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。84Please respect copyright.PENANAuczzbdlDH0
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。84Please respect copyright.PENANA2JqWQ8ykQk
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。84Please respect copyright.PENANAgpUXy8a8Y7
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。84Please respect copyright.PENANA6gWgFaeGZC
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】84Please respect copyright.PENANAIDLw8MpR7L
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。84Please respect copyright.PENANAZofFqOSHFb
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。84Please respect copyright.PENANAG04sWJNoaL
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。84Please respect copyright.PENANA6cRSZYgzx9
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。84Please respect copyright.PENANA5NhNoduSjO
我傳了三條訊息:84Please respect copyright.PENANAsnbNlkvuQL
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】84Please respect copyright.PENANAPyCgAFAMZh
【我只是送她一程。】84Please respect copyright.PENANAd1QxZ6yg9R
【別多想。】84Please respect copyright.PENANAV6MNKdGP1n
她己讀,不回。84Please respect copyright.PENANAYIp4yjVqIP
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。84Please respect copyright.PENANA8jWSL7blQT
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。84Please respect copyright.PENANAJAofKfeef4
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。84Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0vC31wyh5
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。84Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ao5V4HGr
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。84Please respect copyright.PENANA73V9ds428f
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAG2gO9HIQVe
她點頭:「你也是。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAUc4FrrQGHe
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。84Please respect copyright.PENANAzywzsCYpeL
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。84Please respect copyright.PENANAbhk3JjInwu
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。84Please respect copyright.PENANA942j4dcTTN
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。84Please respect copyright.PENANAIHzHa9eWNh
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。84Please respect copyright.PENANA9WcutfbZBW
「你怎麼在這?」她問。84Please respect copyright.PENANAWiFa2TuPWB
「來看妳。」我說。84Please respect copyright.PENANAVKJizl5xJI
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」84Please respect copyright.PENANATh3jBYJ3bE
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAUH4h4k5iZ5
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」84Please respect copyright.PENANANGMJ0KWgHl
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」84Please respect copyright.PENANA71w3HN7wmT
她怔在那裏。84Please respect copyright.PENANAdttQE2df8y
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。84Please respect copyright.PENANAjhDLeOPC9Y
我往前一步,她沒退。84Please respect copyright.PENANAcvrSI7GxaK
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。84Please respect copyright.PENANAnZvj9NPpwb
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAcWr3bzn7ac
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。84Please respect copyright.PENANAEFH1CiHDLg
那笑裏有風,也有光。84Please respect copyright.PENANAxvDpvhLRti
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。84Please respect copyright.PENANALeyMVBH2hO
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。84Please respect copyright.PENANAzcHJYd4Tup
但我知道,那不只是戲。84Please respect copyright.PENANAsvtRbGpVLA
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」84Please respect copyright.PENANACZSBM7xOl1
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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