I feel like loneliness will never let me go.160Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjTq3JkPhg
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Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
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whether I’m happy or sad.
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someone who likes me the way I like him.
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but not me—as always.
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I really won’t have anyone.
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I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
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when it was my turn to enter adult life—160Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Uye0gjdPJ
I was alone.
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