I feel like loneliness will never let me go.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywOT9zaKYz
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLCdOPrrmi
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLB9yRFqSn
people I can turn to—any time—443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtznveaBo5v
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR1yPFY6gu
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6GRx94KZT
someone who chooses them,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku0L400pkB
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOkUuq4iZh
I don’t have siblings,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxtvEcdjGy
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk7K7FvER8
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMh6BzQpkL
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDLBKnOyrY
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaYrPFMYbd
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjTmt6HfdF
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77by5RsXin
but maybe it’s worse.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWXaDEnZLV
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlq6gWFNhk
I can’t.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iRCaTcR2r
Because if I go,443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGKSY2lp5Z
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn9gUfdquR
I would support him, and he would support me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqfrtOleBf
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WHRAmNuTQ
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBrCMuEUQZ
when it was my turn to enter adult life—443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CzfC9QYhR
I was alone.
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