「看護小姐,現在我們是要去哪裡?」
『去復健。』319Please respect copyright.PENANAH3eLK92Lq9
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腳下略顯急促的步伐,顯示了我的絲微不耐,我推著輪椅走在人行道上,眼睛時不時的注意著身旁呼嘯而過的車輛,有點心不在焉的回答著輪椅上老人的疑問。319Please respect copyright.PENANAbRCWKzhY12
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「偶可以不要去嗎?」
『當然可以。』
「真的?!!!」
『的相反。』
「……」
『你已經跟我吵了一上午了,不行。』319Please respect copyright.PENANAN3nxp7ftXm
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老先生的嘴角垮下,哀怨地想回頭瞪我。319Please respect copyright.PENANAZILRZazrT3
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『亂動會掉下去喔。』
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看著瞬間變正襟危坐的老先生,我得意的勾起嘴角加速。319Please respect copyright.PENANA7pDzd5Ztxp
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「唉喲!!!夭壽喔~會死會死真的會痛死!!」319Please respect copyright.PENANA1M500G1E9r
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坐在等候區的我不想理會身旁婆婆媽媽們的七嘴八舌,也無視掉了正在裡面哭天搶地的老人,默默地拿起一旁的雜誌享受我的清閒時光。319Please respect copyright.PENANAK2ZCy5CV4K
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「小姐,阿怎麼看你常常來這裡?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAJjLdM2vULO
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拜託不要跟我說話!!!
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一雙寫著「我想聽八卦」的雙眼從我的雜誌上方透出,我尷尬地笑了笑,心裡一陣默念咒罵後,堆起了職業級笑容。319Please respect copyright.PENANAmqTaMNAGKC
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『呵呵~送他來啊。』
「阿她速妳的誰啊~」
「夭壽喔看護小姐,偶會被妳整死,偶不要再來了啦!!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAk3wljuWbMv
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一聲同樣也是台灣國語口音的語句插入了尷尬的被迫閒聊,我趕緊再度堆出
pro max的笑容,將老人攙扶到輪椅上推出門。319Please respect copyright.PENANAwgaNIahKdO
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「偶有乖乖去復健餒~應該可以要求一件事吧?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAn5rZo0e2he
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我笑著對老人投射出殺氣滿滿的眼刀,不料他的臉皮似乎並不是我可以輕易攻陷的厚度。319Please respect copyright.PENANAIon4FyMabY
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「就是齁~偶今天有同學會啦~可不可以帶偶去啊?」
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我皮笑肉不笑的坐在一整桌老人的旁邊,無言的吃著我的餐點及無聊的滑著我的手機,和身旁鬧鬧烘烘的氣氛形成鮮明對比。319Please respect copyright.PENANAOlffLMCp1R
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所以說到底是誰會想不開,把一群老人湊在同一個空間。319Please respect copyright.PENANA37DK8FABrY
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我心裡一邊想著吐槽的話,一邊把根本不夠塞牙縫的早午餐掃進肚子裡,卻被幾句話勾起了注意。319Please respect copyright.PENANATMX3rfUHrQ
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「阿季芳勒?她前幾次也沒有來欸?」
『她走了啦~幾年前就拋下偶走了。』
「喔……沒速啦~早點去過更好的生活也不錯,不像我們哈哈哈咳咳咳咳!!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAGdIF3c4bEF
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其中一個老人因為要安慰我身旁這位老先生,不小心噎到了食物殘渣,咳到連鼻涕、口水都黏了整桌,卻還很不好意思的對著我點頭致歉,我輕輕點了點頭示意沒關係後,便主動拿起紙巾去清理他沾黏到身上的污漬。319Please respect copyright.PENANASJm3MfcrfY
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「這怎麼好意思!!不用偶來就好咳咳咳。」
「對不幾咳咳咳……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAfJf7gVwPrP
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車輛快速行駛在高速公路上,窗外風景像是撥放了兩倍速的影片,呼嘯而過。
我默默抬頭看了眼後照鏡,確認老人的情形,只見他雙眼放空,像是發呆般注視著地平線上的殘影,雙脣抿成一直線,沒有了早上的狡詰跟光采。319Please respect copyright.PENANAZQjI2y48fh
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一段時間後我緩緩地放慢速度下了交流道,周遭的景色開始從高樓變成空曠的郊區景色,我拐進一條小泥子路中,隨著越往裡面,雜草也越長越高,路也愈來愈狹窄,直到到達一處鏽蝕的鐵門前。319Please respect copyright.PENANAO8QfE6bIkY
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費了九牛二虎之力把老人扶上輪椅,又將手伸進早已鏽蝕的鐵條縫隙內,扳開門閂,慢悠悠的調整角度擠入鐵門之中,映入眼簾的是佈滿青苔的一座墓園,各式的墓碑歪歪斜斜的守在自己的領地,我推著老人在一塊格格不入的墓碑前停下,上面沒有佈滿青苔,乾乾淨淨的純白石板上浮雕著名字。319Please respect copyright.PENANAHaMYZuoOJi
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郭季芳319Please respect copyright.PENANAb2OGIc8p54
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「老伴阿~偶又來啦,雖然是每個禮拜都會來啦,你有沒有想偶啊?」
「偶們今天同學會阿,阿佑他們有問到妳喔!」
「今天的同學會還是沒有來齊呢……」
「一定是妳這個大班花沒有去啦,大家都不想來!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAUpf8dOKAGQ
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默默聽著每個禮拜的話家常,我將四周新生的雜草幼苗徒手拔除,漫不經心的丟向一旁,隨後將裝滿水的水瓢,遞給明顯努力撐起微笑的老人,他伸出顫抖的手,輕輕的倒下,清水流淌在石板的紋路上,沖走了為數不多的灰塵與揮之不去的思念。319Please respect copyright.PENANAhTB076iOeQ
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「走啦,吃晚餐了。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAoRmI5YBdrs
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終於說完話的老人整了整一旁供俸的的白色桔梗,心滿意足的拍拍肚皮。319Please respect copyright.PENANAQjROsL6nzH
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「肚子餓了。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAEvkpwWnntB
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已經餓了一天的我,眼巴巴的望著餐廳廚房的方向,期待著餐點送上來的那刻。319Please respect copyright.PENANAMQhhud0Fwe
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中午的早午餐根本不夠吃。319Please respect copyright.PENANAbCj0f7MFwL
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「久等了!!鮮蝦水餃跟素面!」
『終於!!』319Please respect copyright.PENANA7R4V09ucmK
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我滿心歡喜的夾起我最喜歡的鮮蝦水餃,一口都還沒咬下,便無言的看著我對面的炙熱目光。319Please respect copyright.PENANAxYS3syiBf0
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『你要吃剛幹嘛不點啊?這是我的喔!』
「嘿嘿~」
「這是鮮蝦水餃嗎?」
『明知故問,我不會讓給你的!!』319Please respect copyright.PENANAD2xipjFRHN
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我一手端著盤子一手護著我現下最珍貴的寶藏,但卻抵擋不住來自對面的哀求目光。319Please respect copyright.PENANAJsfiQLkAjl
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「我女兒…最喜歡吃這個了,能不能給我帶回去啊?」
『……』
『給你給你!!真是的我怎麼可以這麼衰。』319Please respect copyright.PENANAFxrmxGXiK9
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我不太甘願的重重放下筷子,將那盤鮮蝦水餃推至老人面前,他笑呵呵地從外套口袋中拿出一個看似很寶貴的塑膠袋,用顫巍巍的手夾起一顆,又一顆,放入袋子中。319Please respect copyright.PENANAoFSv4Ci140
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「來了!你加點的滷蛋!!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAuMYlz3c6ob
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我又開心地將蛋敲裂剝好後,正要送進嘴中。319Please respect copyright.PENANAwlXZp8YQvY
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請你不要看我啊啊啊啊!!!!319Please respect copyright.PENANA5AilTiradQ
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『你不會連這個都要跟我搶吧?』
「嘿嘿~」319Please respect copyright.PENANAUhucjvaviy
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我翻了一個大白眼。319Please respect copyright.PENANALqQ8IAd2V6
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「女兒吃不下晚飯都吵著要吃滷蛋的。」
『……』
「每天都說爸爸會給我帶~她吃不到會很傷心的~~~~」
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所以呢!!!我說所以呢!!!!!319Please respect copyright.PENANAbgg7uvb9o4
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『給你給你,我真是自作虐了。』319Please respect copyright.PENANANqln1s9dZj
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我再度不爽的將滷蛋大力推至老人面前,索性不吃了,不怎麼開心地打開手機,映照出的手機桌面上。319Please respect copyright.PENANAdT4A7ZuMaa
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有著年輕男子與可愛女孩開心嘻笑的畫面。319Please respect copyright.PENANAujJd9mVeQ8
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為什麼,你記得所有人,記得媽媽,記得朋友,記得我喜歡吃什麼。319Please respect copyright.PENANAsp5JVkcx32
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卻唯獨不記得我是誰呢?319Please respect copyright.PENANAcIhY24t8An
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我最親愛的爸爸,你知道白色的桔梗花代表什麼嗎?
是永恆的愛與無望的愛。319Please respect copyright.PENANAfPd9PefGtP
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如同我對你一般。
那怕你已然忘了我。319Please respect copyright.PENANAT2gAsh6hNY
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後記
大家好我是狐狸糰子OuO319Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ2nolw3kv
這篇雖然是杜撰,卻是時常上演著,關於老人的失智症。
其實老人們有時候會做出的無心舉動,也許都是有著他自己的原因的。319Please respect copyright.PENANANILFxaPhPa
年老的同學會永遠都不會湊齊,印象中的子女依然是小孩子,甚至連老伴都可能不在了,面對這些越來越力不從心的事情,也許他們可能只能用長輩圖來以另一個角度關心著我們(笑),所以狐狸希望大家也不要厭煩,那怕跟我一樣每天固定回傳貼圖,對他們也是最大的欣慰。319Please respect copyright.PENANAonSSWLjVIa
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故事就終結在這裡。
那麼我是狐狸糰子,我們下次見~~319Please respect copyright.PENANAdWSmCwsA0n
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