As Shakespeare said: 55Please respect copyright.PENANAxfRU0aVUjc
“The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack”
Yet the heart breaks so faintly.
The one organ supposed to pump blood55Please respect copyright.PENANAvicjdbSMK0
bleeds with rotten emotion and ripped sanity.
To the size of a fist yet a major regulator,55Please respect copyright.PENANAe378YSTSFZ
no wonder clenching feels so suffocating.
It convulses beneath cages of bone,55Please respect copyright.PENANALhWATCrfTT
bruising itself against ribs that cannot console it.
Strange how flesh can harbor catastrophes55Please respect copyright.PENANAG63Pob35xq
quieter than funerals.
Arteries pulse like frantic apologies,55Please respect copyright.PENANAqcfSY72BD7
veins carry remnants of names55Please respect copyright.PENANAtpIpTdVNoJ
the body should have forgotten by now.
And still it beats;55Please respect copyright.PENANA14tZRlhndz
stubborn, pathetic, almost feral—55Please respect copyright.PENANA5GxlIgV9TB
dragging grief through the bloodstream55Please respect copyright.PENANAT24soFN5a0
as though sorrow were oxygen.
Perhaps that is the cruelest design of it all:55Please respect copyright.PENANAw4FAD24oDw
the heart does not shatter dramatically.
It decays slowly,55Please respect copyright.PENANABWDovieOff
chamber by chamber,55Please respect copyright.PENANAkiTZZci4na
until even silence develops a pulse.
Until the body learns to survive55Please respect copyright.PENANA5anbLCKV62
on emotional hemorrhage.
Until insomnia settles beneath the sternum55Please respect copyright.PENANAsWjSQmcSM9
like a second heartbeat.
Every palpitation becomes a eulogy,55Please respect copyright.PENANASsqUBRMw56
every breath an act of reluctant endurance.
The lungs expand,55Please respect copyright.PENANAGPArOvjJi2
yet never enough to rid the chest55Please respect copyright.PENANAyfXYSL1bfM
of its phantom heaviness.
And somewhere between systole and diastole,55Please respect copyright.PENANAmZSpzO8xkb
grief roots itself into muscle memory—55Please respect copyright.PENANA3kn1pn64q1
parasitic, unwavering, immortal.
Perhaps that is why mourning exhausts the body so cruelly;55Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ1jebdpMM
the organs cannot distinguish55Please respect copyright.PENANAWcJT2shDJy
between love and disease.
Both invade quietly.55Please respect copyright.PENANAyMOixqlyVt
Both consume from within.55Please respect copyright.PENANAirm0vevrE8
Both leave the ribs hollowed like abandoned cathedrals.
Still, the heart persists in its brutality,55Please respect copyright.PENANAdXJjNMeCNJ
beating through collapse,55Please respect copyright.PENANAbr8HpnExof
forcing life into a body55Please respect copyright.PENANAYbeuakZ0xs
that no longer knows what to do with it.
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