Hridhi Chatterjee:
If I were to describe my mother, I would use only one word--147Please respect copyright.PENANA38ZjzCCYXR
Perfection.147Please respect copyright.PENANAn0odGZO7KN
She was literally perfect. In grace, intellect and sense.147Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HkR4F8pm
She looked like a tragically defeated princess draped in velvet and silk and cut open with a shiny silver dagger glistening with a red, perfectly red and perfectly shaped little drop of blood.147Please respect copyright.PENANAYNc8wq2f1t
So perfectly human. So perfectly who I always wanted to be.147Please respect copyright.PENANAXwpK15GJnp
She was so nice. So good. So polite. So...I don't know...perfect?
It was totally like how the bots commented on every channel,147Please respect copyright.PENANAfqQhZrRPjT
'She is a perfect combination of beauty annd grace. So inspiring!' Followed by a whirlpool of pink emojis.147Please respect copyright.PENANAHG9lqSACfB
Maybe I had a secret, a petty dark secret : I was jealous of my own mother.147Please respect copyright.PENANAP3bC8g1joH
You know why?147Please respect copyright.PENANACmIKbOnkjX
It was because she was always..always right.147Please respect copyright.PENANAd13CmqfOPj
And there was only one ambition in my whole stinking life: To prove her wrong.
The moment I thought of pressing the publish button, I knew the outcome the way I knew the back of my hand.147Please respect copyright.PENANAYZJAkCrJt4
It was that obvious.147Please respect copyright.PENANAVbYwpzYvuk
I texted my mother the next second:147Please respect copyright.PENANAi07g4AFHpH
Spare key under mat.
Maybe she would notice, right after she had cleaned the entire house for 6 times and dusted the shelves like my father's perfect wife.147Please respect copyright.PENANAgVJctaD1vF
I silenced my phone right after that. My cameraman looked at me with dovelike eyes.147Please respect copyright.PENANADpOgpGGmx1
"What's up?"147Please respect copyright.PENANAls4JRFXY8o
I shrugged my shoulders like the directors at Marvel movies lying about a new release any time soon.147Please respect copyright.PENANAWwp2Mi8p4A
Jake even insisted on taking me to the bar. And at last, I finally agreed. He drove me to the nearest one. It had a lively atmosphere. People here were damn serious about drinking, I must say. So many people. So many dim colored shirt. Such randomly mixed scents lingering in the air.147Please respect copyright.PENANA2VDss2Kq8o
The bar was buzzing with lights.147Please respect copyright.PENANAqIqamdEqpY
Red.147Please respect copyright.PENANAvdZucRaMb0
Blue147Please respect copyright.PENANAUxZiJWovhl
Red147Please respect copyright.PENANAYL60tQAFB2
Blue147Please respect copyright.PENANAtySMYKxAlc
I smiled at Jake while he paid the bill. His cheeks were red, like the sweet guys like him go with cheap champagne.147Please respect copyright.PENANAWdiEOfvz50
"Let me buy you another one," I offered.147Please respect copyright.PENANAnfCO8LsrJd
He protested.147Please respect copyright.PENANAglb6zPLkQj
"Perhaps next time. Anyway, will I drop you home?"147Please respect copyright.PENANA34fVLjNCVa
I shook my head, my phone vibrating against my thighs.147Please respect copyright.PENANAcPQq2FOJP8
Not now. Please. I was not ready for her lecture.
"Issues?" Jake asked me.147Please respect copyright.PENANANopyzMyv4Z
I shook my head again and cast a fake smile.147Please respect copyright.PENANAulrWTBbFAt
"Goodnight, Jake."
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I looked at my doorstep. He was not home. Thank God, he was not home. I finally took a deep breath, like a child famishing the absence of Their math teacher.147Please respect copyright.PENANAusX1qk16Tm
I took out my key. But unfortunately, it was unlocked.147Please respect copyright.PENANAKly7XFpit7
And it was opened ajar, waiting, like the way a lion waits hours and hours for the zebra to come closer.147Please respect copyright.PENANAuJNiEhgjTv
I felt like that zebra.147Please respect copyright.PENANA97Tqoyy0aW
I found myself face to face with my parents sitting in the living room.
"Why weren’t you picking up your phone, Hridhi?" asked my mother, her phone on the coffee table.147Please respect copyright.PENANAp4ism07tWp
"Oh, ma, I was actually in a really important meeting with the camera crew."147Please respect copyright.PENANAuKrWxg992G
I was trembling without any reason because my mother had big eyes and stared at me as if she could see my tar black soul.147Please respect copyright.PENANAujCNJjeBfP
My father however, looked at his phone. Facebook still hadn’t been outdated in Bengal, I guess.
"Hridhi, I can bet that you were in the bar," said my mother. "Sit down. Sit beside me."147Please respect copyright.PENANAt1zcediQxh
She gestured me to the empty Ottoman in front of her and I sat like the obedient little kid she had raised.147Please respect copyright.PENANAOa73VUq6f7
She glared at my father before she continued,147Please respect copyright.PENANALfDe2AMs7n
"Will you explain what just happened?"147Please respect copyright.PENANAuzNudxNGRI
I explained. From his hands on her waist and him fucking her at hotels. I had proof. I said I had his transaction receipts amd everything. Journalists had access to things like that. CCTV footages are our left hand and fishing out answers from stubborn people was our right.147Please respect copyright.PENANA66ULQJEHZZ
After I had finished, my mother stared at the ceiling. She was in thinking mode. Deep thinking mode.147Please respect copyright.PENANAiDZjGAfn8H
And the uncomfortable silence was something my father hadn’t gotten used to.147Please respect copyright.PENANAEj4KjZesVB
"We can wait till Advik arrives, Hiya,"147Please respect copyright.PENANAf352euBXf0
"No," interrupted my mother.147Please respect copyright.PENANA1bG5KlzGzA
"Hridhi, let's talk in your room."147Please respect copyright.PENANAt44enHSAqb
I followed her to my room. I knew why. She wouldn’t be able to keep her cool with my father's constant questions that I stored inside my stomach.
"Ma, I have one and only thing to say. I am leaving him." I said. "Look, all the powerful women out there divorce their cheat of a husband and lives happily ever after."147Please respect copyright.PENANA8HgCcZ3OO0
"This is not how it works, Hridhi. You have my blood in you. This is not how marriages work."147Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Toli3wKV
"Ma, he literally cheated on me!"147Please respect copyright.PENANAWzCawKZQZj
My mother smiled.147Please respect copyright.PENANAyAMCbpcpSc
"Come on, Hridhi, don't pretend to be a saint. You are also dating guys like a whore."147Please respect copyright.PENANAmh4HcsoS6y
"Wait, at least I didn't slee--"147Please respect copyright.PENANAWcndr5HFH8
"Hridhi, I have seen the world for a longer time. You came from ME. I know that you are obsessed with him. Don't lie."147Please respect copyright.PENANAkyn5Kf0769
Her words struck me like lightning in the sky. Fire burnt through my blood vessels. I wanted to lash at her. Burn her. Throw spit at her and tell her it was NOT TRUE.147Please respect copyright.PENANAwAbKJy95Pq
"I hate him, ma. I don't like him."147Please respect copyright.PENANAZDpV8Mjkhy
"So lame, Hridhi. You are still not convincing enough. You are more like convincing yourself."147Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wdh4SZt5O
"No, ma! You are wrong like you always are."147Please respect copyright.PENANAEEeU6LZOQ6
Just then, the door bell rang and my heart almost bursted out of its ribs.147Please respect copyright.PENANAsZg24luR2F
"Perfect!" said my mother. "Advik is here."147Please respect copyright.PENANAtSIyWq4U7P
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