安怡雙手環抱住我的肩膀:「教練,既然你也跟過女生一起,那更加不需要拒絕我!」51Please respect copyright.PENANArW6r2tFxOv
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我向後推一步甩開了安怡:「不行!我再講一次,不行!這跟性別無關,總之不行!」51Please respect copyright.PENANAGfCLqsgXpP
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安怡走前擁著我,將頭放在我肩上:「我知道你心裡其實也渴望被愛……為什麼要一直抗拒呢?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAINsWZRktAR
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她的聲音溫柔而堅定,帶著一絲撒嬌般的懇求。我的心跳不由自主地加快,腦海中浮現出久違的畫面——有人擁抱我、關心我、甚至寵溺我。這種感覺已經離我很遠了,遠到讓我幾乎忘記自己也曾經是個需要陪伴的人。51Please respect copyright.PENANAY2H22rf6dR
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「安怡……」我的語氣變得微弱,拒絕的動作也不再那麼果斷。身體似乎逐漸失去了控制,任由她靠近。那一刻,我突然意識到,自己已經很久沒有享受過這種被愛、被需要,甚至被寵幸的感覺了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZceadduJr
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更可怕的是,當我感覺到我的右手被安怡的左手扣緊時,我無法否認,自己此刻產生了性衝動。51Please respect copyright.PENANAar3KuJyC8J
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然而,當我的目光落在手袋旁邊時,那枚熟悉的掛飾映入眼簾——那是阿力當年送給我的禮物。瞬間,所有的幻想與迷惘都化作了一陣刺痛,提醒著我不能跨越這條底線。51Please respect copyright.PENANAAOEqk03wdi
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「不!」我用力掙脫安怡的擁抱,語氣中充滿了決絕。「安怡,這是錯的!我們之間永遠不可能有未來!」51Please respect copyright.PENANADjroeMLn8O
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安怡愣住了,眼淚再次湧出:「為什麼?為什麼連一次機會都不肯給我?」她嘶吼著,聲音中帶著無盡的委屈與痛苦。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhjp1vnLWZQ
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看著她崩潰的模樣,我的心如刀割一般。但我知道,如果繼續留在這裡,只會讓情況變得更加不可收拾。51Please respect copyright.PENANARxCBCfzkIE
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「我走了,我立刻辭去學校網球教練的職位。」我冷冷地說道,語氣中帶著一絲疲憊。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZPPxq1XRPI
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安怡猛地抬起頭,臉上的表情瞬間凍結。「什麼?不行!教練,你不能這樣做!不能辭職!」51Please respect copyright.PENANAXHt1EB4qrN
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「這是唯一的解決辦法。」我低聲回應,轉身準備離開。51Please respect copyright.PENANA71fBF4owUk
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「等等!」安怡突然攔住我,語氣急促卻帶著一絲希望。「教練,請你不要辭職!你答應我一個條件,我保證以後不再纏繞著你……」51Please respect copyright.PENANACZma6IAKXm
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我停下腳步,皺眉看向她。「什麼條件?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAkoQg5RyIuy
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「今晚,就讓我們待在同一個房間裡。如果我整晚都不觸碰你或者挑逗你,你可以留在隊中嗎?我保證不再做你不喜歡的事。否則,如果你覺得有必要辭職,你就辭吧。」安怡的眼神中閃過一絲狡黠,但更多的是真摯。51Please respect copyright.PENANALEqvAucLYu
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我沉默了一瞬,腦海中迅速權衡利弊。這是一個危險的提議,但也可能是最後的機會,讓我徹底斷絕她對我的幻想。51Please respect copyright.PENANApdnX8BYgBp
「好,我答應你。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAslHzpyLxil
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夜幕降臨,房間內只剩下昏暗的燈光。我和安怡分別坐在床上和沙發上,兩人距離有五尺左右。空氣中瀰漫著一種緊張而壓抑的氛圍。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMsY2Gzdn1w
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安怡始終沒有說話,只是靜靜地注視著我,眼中充滿了複雜的情緒。她的手指緊緊按著短裙,顯然正在努力克制自己的衝動。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0kB3sfzCyi
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我問安怡:「你不能穿得保守一些嗎?」安怡的回應卻是:「這是……我帶來最保守的服裝了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANADErOkxwTH7
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我沒有回安怡的話。其實我表面上看似冷靜,但內心的波瀾卻一刻未停。每一次呼吸,每一秒鐘的流逝,都像是在挑戰我的意志力。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6j58XpJDp
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時間一分一秒地過去,房間內的沉默讓人感到窒息。不知不覺間,我睡著了。51Please respect copyright.PENANArxhvC5UmAB
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我醒來時,時間大約是凌晨三點。我見到安怡仍在望著我。我問她:「你沒睡嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAxw7EMb9YRT
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她搖搖頭說:「教練,您知道嗎?我真的好累……」51Please respect copyright.PENANACCiVwZL5Na
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她的聲音有些沙啞,帶著一絲脆弱。「我只是想知道,您是否曾經動搖過……哪怕只有一瞬間?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA6Dmjb067rk
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我閉上眼睛,深吸了一口氣,然後緩緩吐出。「安怡,不要問這樣的問題。答案不會改變任何事情。」51Please respect copyright.PENANABKGb8Bv6EP
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她低下頭,不再多言。但從她的表情中,我能看出她仍在壓抑著自己的情感。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf4d7L5i2Yn
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ISSUE #10
邊界的考驗
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