
2:00 AM.
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Kimijima Kouichi received a call from the hospital.
Just one sentence:30Please respect copyright.PENANAouG22IqMhV
—“Miss Amagi Suzuran is in critical condition.”
He didn’t ask questions.30Please respect copyright.PENANArNBIdP6stW
Didn’t grab a coat.30Please respect copyright.PENANAufaU472er8
Just ran.30Please respect copyright.PENANANmGdThNH8A
Straight to the hospital.
Outside the ICU, the white fluorescent lights were blindingly bright.30Please respect copyright.PENANAsRRMuHkZdF
One end of the hallway was deserted, the bench completely empty.
In the corner on the other side, a lone figure stood — Amagi Yuuji.
Yuuji had his head down, hands in his pockets, shoulders trembling faintly.
Kimijima recognized that silhouette instantly.30Please respect copyright.PENANAy1Dzrr3qn8
His steps accelerated, almost beyond control.
The fire in his chest surged up in a wave — of rage, of regret.30Please respect copyright.PENANAS5w0hNRJlM
He stormed forward, grabbed the other man by the collar, and shouted with a voice torn open:
"Why didn’t you take care of her?! You knew how fragile she was—!"
His throat was dry, but the words came out like blades, slicing the air.
Yuuji lifted his head. His face was pale, eyes rimmed red.30Please respect copyright.PENANAyxRumZvmX4
Dark circles sunken under his eyes made him look nothing like the usual golden boy.
“…I’m sorry,” he said hoarsely, his voice cracked. “I… I didn’t think it would…”
“Move.” Kimijima cut him off coldly, his tone low, like the air before a storm.
“I want to see her.”
Yuuji silently stepped aside.
Kimijima entered the room, approaching the bed one step at a time.30Please respect copyright.PENANAreYBrlTrxJ
Each step felt like it was landing on his own heart.
She lay there quietly.30Please respect copyright.PENANAH2O2uetjTJ
Her face paler than the sheets.30Please respect copyright.PENANABlYdZZjqRi
An oxygen mask covered her face.
Her chest rose and fell faintly — proof that she was still alive.30Please respect copyright.PENANASALJ2pCCX1
At least, the machines said she was still alive.
Kimijima sank to his knees, trembling hands reaching for her cold fingers.
This was the girl he had cherished more than anyone,30Please respect copyright.PENANAcjYp2Q4tqV
the only one he had ever loved —30Please respect copyright.PENANACAhdrMyxjk
Amagi Suzuran.
Or—Hanazono Suzuran.
He bit his lip, but couldn’t stop the tears.
"Why…"30Please respect copyright.PENANA6cuPDeYvMk
His voice was barely audible.30Please respect copyright.PENANAQewIK7PQOD
"…did you always tell me you were doing fine?"
Why did you lie to me?30Please respect copyright.PENANA4RlCKDemj3
Why did you carry it all alone?30Please respect copyright.PENANAkSnUDGWkkZ
Why… didn’t you come to me?
In that moment, time seemed to break.30Please respect copyright.PENANANC7Q0blmqx
Only the steady, cold rhythm of the heart monitor continued.
And Kimijima — had already crumbled.
4:00 AM.30Please respect copyright.PENANA7koleLjJwI
Tokinaga Tomohisa’s phone lit up.
He frowned and reached through the pile of documents on his desk to grab it.
“…Kimijima?”
He squinted at the name glowing on the screen, lips curling faintly.
“Kimijima, calling this late? That’s rare.”
He answered the call. On the other end came a voice — hoarse, low, like it had been scraped raw.30Please respect copyright.PENANA9wjpQASHCJ
Sleepy, and yet burdened with exhaustion too deep to hide.
“…Tokinaga.”
“What’s up?”30Please respect copyright.PENANARSyxdDcaMd
Tokinaga leaned back in his chair, voice casual, like he was still mid-data analysis.
“…Didn’t you say that human trial you were working on still needed a volunteer?”
“Yeah.”30Please respect copyright.PENANAHt37dPq6SI
He pulled open a drawer and took out a form.
“But I submitted it to the government. They’re worried about butterfly effects or whatever — still haven’t approved it.”
A pause on the other end.
“…Then do it off the record. Can you send me back?”
Tokinaga’s pen stopped mid-air.
“…Huh?”30Please respect copyright.PENANAY3ohJQ5gyS
He frowned and checked the time, sitting upright again.
“Kimijima, are you sick or something?”30Please respect copyright.PENANAsJGf53wID8
“You, of all people, saying something like that?”
There was no immediate response.30Please respect copyright.PENANAwE4MCC0mDh
Just silence —30Please respect copyright.PENANAjPkFW3Hvai
and the sound of someone breathing unevenly, like trying hard to hold back something.
“…What happened?”
As soon as he asked, a chill of foreboding passed through him.30Please respect copyright.PENANAcBvBGzNrPo
This friend — always calm, always rational —30Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tw64Xt4Rp
this time, he was shaken. Truly shaken.
Then finally, a whisper came.30Please respect copyright.PENANAeBnyA0rhm1
So low, it was almost inaudible.
“…She died.”
Tokinaga’s fingers froze.30Please respect copyright.PENANAmAawXFXT5y
The pen slipped from his hand.
“…She?”
He blinked.30Please respect copyright.PENANA9XMbA2nKvH
His voice lost its usual indifference.
“You mean… her…”
He paused.
“…Your lady?”
Silence.30Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0KICNGNXE
But that silence was the answer —30Please respect copyright.PENANAxGLKmtPcvP
heavier than any words.
Tokinaga leaned back, exhaled long and deep.30Please respect copyright.PENANA5P5EucDofi
Pressed his thumb against his brow, as if to hold back a wave of emotion.
“…You realize activating the system could create thousands of new variables?”
“I know.”
“You might not be able to save her, even if you go back.”
“…Then I’ll go back again.”
“There’s no guarantee you’ll retain all your memories either.”
“…Then I’ll fall in love with her again, every time.”
Tokinaga opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling.30Please respect copyright.PENANAFS6tZ95JJX
And murmured:
“…You’re insane, Kimijima.”
A quiet reply came through the line:
“I’ve always been insane for her.”
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