Amara pov:
I sat down at my study table, pulling out my books.
My fingers opened the notebook out of habit.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqlnJSezfI
I stared at the questions.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguMbbuYjO2
Tried to answer one.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA2EXEjIxB
Then another.
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Not because I had a dream.
But because I had to.
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This is life, isn't it? Doing what needs to be done, not because you want to—but because you have no other door left to knock on.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci501nyIlu
Sometimes there's no choice. No grand moment of decision. No forks in the road.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcZKx36OJY
Sometimes, the choice is already gone—cut clean from your life before you even got to see it.
I kept writing. Slowly.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtucdA7WXa
The pen dragged, the ink smudged a little, but I kept going.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXEWg18NVj
Because I must.
And that was enough—for tonight.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1VTLEcl6h
later I curled up in bed, pulling the blanket tighter around me, but it didn't help.
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Not even close.
I stared at the ceiling—blank eyes, blank mind.
Nothing moved. Nothing breathed loudly.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBgOAFoCeQ
Just silence pressing into the room like fog.
And then...
A soft sound.
A strum. Faint.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb00Ml92nbq
A slow, raw note from a guitar—floating through the cold night air like a secret.
I froze.
Oh God... he's here.
I threw the blanket off and rushed to my window, pushing it open with slightly trembling fingers.
There it was—his window.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiantJ9lNGZ
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A small light glowing faintly from inside.
And books—books lined on the wall behind him like silent witnesses.
He wasn't fully visible, but I could hear him.
The boy next door.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6wVF04zsF
My neighbor.
His fingers strummed again.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFuW8yRKXH
This time, slower... and then his voice followed—rough, soft, broken in the most beautiful way.
[The Song – his song ..
I wrote all night, a story untold,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoPPACVHct
Every name was there, but yours never bold...46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQYNkSlB6w
I thought of you at every bend, loved you with breathless ache,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A279rlqOJ
Till I learned... you were never real. Just a shape I let break.
His voice wasn't perfect.
But it was.
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And it hurt.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYbYlDRyKD
his voice is echocing in my ears..46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6CxkOY7NK
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I wrote all night, couldn't sleep,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAZVjLmJK2
Tried to bury what I couldn't keep.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbcjXmSSWd
In every line, in every name—46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb4fywC2is
I searched for you, but you never came
I sat down slowly by the window, on the cold floor, knees pulled up to my chest.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms5ZutT58n
The guitar strings echoed softly in the night—like a quiet heartbreak shared between strangers.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlQtV5EGKS
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I dreamed of you at every bend,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAvwzKKzLx
Held your shadow like a friend.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZj9ktrCBa
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You were never really mine.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI1oKnEo4D
Just a ghost I loved in time.....
And suddenly, I felt it.
A tear.
Then another.
And another.
My fingers covered my mouth, but it didn't stop the sob from escaping.
The music didn't stop either.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyklxDZcC5
He kept playing.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtAArgvBtI
As if he knew someone out there needed it.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYKrXo8vF0
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I dreamed of you, and I still do,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLYaJ73oF7
But love like ours was never true.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLM0EMJX1S
It lived in silence, broke in light—46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2fxZtu7qX
You were never really mine.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDqlbdglwC
Just a name I lost to night....
As if he knew I needed it.
I didn't know his name.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wEyT80HgC
He didn't know my story.
But that night—46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbfzjYUaC0
He gave voice to what I couldn't say.
And I cried.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RCpmxPZUb
For life.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqr4yFp6fV
For the loneliness.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZB9FLWjul
For all the nights I pretended it didn't hurt.
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I didn't feel alone in the dark.
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I gave you poems, I gave you songs,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo553Vm27xV
Wrote you right, but lived you wrong.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYf6dzl3zJ
And now I know, with every cry—46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmKywUYK3H
You were just a goodbye in disguise...46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi9sP5ooha
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i was listening my eyes are closed now and slowly slowly i feel myself frifting in sleep his voice is now vanishing in air..
I bled you out in quiet screams,46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd2Zk90NwT
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and soon i slept right there near the window...
I woke up where I had fallen asleep—curled near the window, head against the cold wall, knees pulled to my chest.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE1ndhkTHD
The music was gone now.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TOqa74Yfn
Only silence remained, pressed into the floor like dust.
I slowly stood up, the stiffness in my neck a quiet punishment for feeling too much.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf8VGESOF2
I looked out the window again.
His window was still open.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoM54IeI7T
But he wasn't there.
Just the faint morning air drifting in, touching everything like a memory that didn't belong to me.
I stared a little longer. Maybe hoping he'd appear again, guitar in hand, sadness in his voice.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNBebB8fys
But the room across was still—lightless, lifeless.
I sighed, stepped back, and went into the bathroom for a shower.
The water was cold.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y7tAwKIRS
Or maybe I just was.
After dressing in my college uniform—the soft blue shirt and that old skirt that swayed just past my knees—I tied my hair into a low ponytail and headed downstairs.
The house was still wrapped in sleep.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiVZJkNFVj
Too quiet for comfort.
I walked to Mona's room, pulled the blanket off her face gently, and whispered, "Mona... wake up."
She grumbled and tried to burrow deeper.
I smiled faintly. "Don't make me use the spray bottle this time."
Her eyes snapped open she looked at me . "You wouldn't."
"Oh, I would," I teased, brushing my fingers through her hair. "Up. Now."
She groaned but sat up, and I left for the kitchen.
I started preparing breakfast—simple toast and warm milk again. My hands moved automatically, but my head...
My head felt heavy, like it had stored too many unspoken things overnight and didn't know where to put them anymore.
Mona came in, half-dressed, yawning like she hadn't slept in days.
We ate in silence. Not an awkward one, but the kind that builds between two people who have more thoughts than words.
After clearing the plates, I walked slowly toward Mom's room.
I opened the door just enough.
She was still asleep. Back turned. Same blanket. Same stillness.
I watched for a moment, trying to remember the last time she stayed awake long enough to say goodbye to us in the morning.
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I just closed the door.
Mona and I stepped outside. The street was cool, the morning air a little softer than usual.
We walked side by side, hand in hand, our footsteps light and steady.
But in my chest, something was starting to ache again.
We still live in the same house. But we don't live the same life anymore.
This family—whatever it used to be—is drifting apart like pieces of paper in the wind. And none of us is chasing them.
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Too loud.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoHaWj1ORc
Too everything.
The teacher was explaining something—physics, motion, energy—but all I could hear was the ticking of the wall clock above the whiteboard.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cQN3WjL3R
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Tick.
I stared out the window.
The wind moved slowly through the trees. People walked outside, laughing, whispering, living lives I would never understand.
My eyes drifted toward the sky.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMs8FqcXIZ
It was empty.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLXlwBXz5b
Just like yesterday. Just like most things.
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I thought of him again.
The boy next door.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKAbHMcdG5
The guitar.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YGFVqmX4z
The late-night music.
And for a second—just one foolish second—I wondered where he went.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa5Berp3gy
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Why his window was open, but he was gone.
And then the anger kicked in.
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Why is it always a boy? Always a man? Always... them?
I blinked, looked down at my notebook. The page was empty.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVYnvo9SzT
Just like me.
And suddenly, I couldn't hold it anymore.
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Why does the world pause when a boy looks out his window with a guitar, but not when a girl walks home after strugling for life and everything ?
Why do girls bleed, break, burn—and still find ways to be soft?
And men? They get to sing a sad song and call it depth.
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Why do we carry their damage like a second spine?
Why is every poem about men who left?
Why is every girl taught how to heal but not how to scream?
I closed my notebook slowly.46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT9bsQtlAV
The air felt heavier than before.
I looked at the teacher, then at my classmates, and then back at the window.
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I didn't want a love story..
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