傍晚的風掃過堤防,太陽已經斜落到海平線上,霞光像一層柔軟的紗披在水面上。114Please respect copyright.PENANA5EmSIVynKf
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『凜,你在踢球的時候,都在想什麼?』114Please respect copyright.PENANADBpGZGzZs3
114Please respect copyright.PENANAu4c8eo5wIt
『啊?沒什麼啊。大概只想著進球吧。只要我往危險的地方跑,哥哥就會傳球給我。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAj7pS9zhW4R
114Please respect copyright.PENANASgHW4Cauqe
『⋯⋯什麼叫危險的地方?』114Please respect copyright.PENANAoF7Uq4GV11
114Please respect copyright.PENANA3F6c96Sl9p
『嗯——會讓對手恐慌、潰敗他們的地方。』114Please respect copyright.PENANA61XZOP0cJk
114Please respect copyright.PENANAGnbsEijTiC
他沒注意把冰棒棍含在嘴裡的哥哥,瞄了他一眼。114Please respect copyright.PENANALbRCvY2R8B
114Please respect copyright.PENANAP98LrXckfp
『你太依賴直覺了。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAb2LrERdOBx
114Please respect copyright.PENANANAj13S01wb
『可是哥哥會傳球給我啊,有什麼關係?換做別人,我總覺得差了點什麼。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAAKRTr1Gww3
114Please respect copyright.PENANATafjalsMlC
『⋯⋯那要是我不在了,你怎麼辦?』114Please respect copyright.PENANAUXo4igM6hh
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『不知道。不過,我會找人代替你吧。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAKAHmwMS5SA
114Please respect copyright.PENANAD92apeTyyN
『上哪找那種人去?你把我當什麼人了!』114Please respect copyright.PENANA7F5BoYpyHa
114Please respect copyright.PENANAT7DcKGeu5W
『——好痛!』114Please respect copyright.PENANAUb8LgFL6Va
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哥哥冷不防的一腳踹來,還是哥哥慣用的左腳,差點沒把他踢下堤防。114Please respect copyright.PENANAkrEVHblBv2
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『好好好,我知道了⋯⋯「世界第一的糸師冴」大人。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAzfSvvrSuug
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他摸摸被踹的地方。哥哥真的,非常不服輸。從以前就是這樣,什麼都要是「世界第一」。114Please respect copyright.PENANAbruxlF2pBf
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『凜⋯⋯我明天就要去西班牙了。去世界第一俱樂部「RE·AL」的青訓營踢球。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAfS1Dmdzkfy
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風帶起周圍的細碎塵埃。他看著哥哥遙望前方落著晚霞的大海。114Please respect copyright.PENANAWT1BiZ2WmB
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他還以為,哥哥不會主動跟他提有關RE·AL的事。114Please respect copyright.PENANAD9aIOeb3NV
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『⋯⋯我知道啊,幹嘛突然這麼嚴肅?哥哥要成為「世界第一的前鋒」,這不是很正常嗎?』114Please respect copyright.PENANAUArioNJdkI
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他語氣平平的,像早就準備好這一刻很久了。像是——他一直在等哥哥自己說出口。114Please respect copyright.PENANAVvohqqb0y7
自從那天慶功宴後,他們的生活沒有任何改變。照樣上學、練球,照樣該做什麼做什麼。114Please respect copyright.PENANABQzoj5cQPc
114Please respect copyright.PENANAyrOiDAbCLh
——反正,哥哥什麼也沒跟他說嘛。114Please respect copyright.PENANAAipLy1zhIk
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『⋯⋯我只是先行一步,你也要來。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAKqgp8jNLFx
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那聲音一出口,像把什麼輕輕放了下來。他看向哥哥的側臉,像往常那樣波瀾不驚。114Please respect copyright.PENANAlxWPTt76Ud
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『我不在的期間,你可別放棄足球哦。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAH8SgkKfFIL
114Please respect copyright.PENANAylpMpmjvfj
他沒馬上接話,只是靜了一秒,然後勾起一邊嘴角。114Please respect copyright.PENANAJmWqmltPMe
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這次,終於不是沉默,而是邀請。114Please respect copyright.PENANA18jRuIUezB
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哥哥終於開口了——他什麼都沒問,也什麼都沒懷疑,就只是點了點頭。114Please respect copyright.PENANAO1sXPciDgx
就像這麼多年來他們每次練球前那樣——默契地站在同一個起跑線上。114Please respect copyright.PENANAPpYYLnacAJ
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『嗯。我現在的目標是像哥哥一樣,成為日本第一,然後再像哥哥一樣被挖角走。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAB5GOOIMKV1
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說這話的時候,他沒有驕傲,也沒有不甘。只是語氣跟往常那樣淡。114Please respect copyright.PENANAGA6wchJJKI
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因為他早就想過了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAPfSy2e6Zzz
既然哥哥不說,那他就當作不知道。114Please respect copyright.PENANAcGepZcZBAK
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但現在哥哥說了——那他就原諒哥哥了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAdV6QJYLfyP
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他看著哥哥微微低下頭,嘴裡還叼著冰棒棍,神情毫無波瀾,卻像終於放心了一樣。114Please respect copyright.PENANAwm7qcsSjL8
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『嗯,然後再走向世界。』跟他一樣的眼眸轉了過來。114Please respect copyright.PENANAyyNt4X1XzY
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『我們,兩個人要一起,成為世界第一。』114Please respect copyright.PENANApfXhWCXDYv
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他們兩兄弟互相擊掌。114Please respect copyright.PENANAL2T9InpcKw
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掌心相觸的那一下不重,卻溫熱且堅定,比以前任何一次都更像約定。114Please respect copyright.PENANAANj3dwXDLB
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『所以——妳別哭了,莉奈。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAt6gZUChIkV
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哥哥語氣又變回什麼都沒發生那樣——但在開口的瞬間,哥哥聲音比平常要柔和一點,像是不想嚇到她。114Please respect copyright.PENANALpyUCSgLlf
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他順著哥哥聲音投射的方向,轉頭看向身後。堤防的欄杆外,在他跟哥哥之間,女孩背對著他們,靠著欄杆微微顫抖。114Please respect copyright.PENANAhsJ161Rg5o
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『我才沒有哭!』114Please respect copyright.PENANA8OPA3gduIP
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背抖得更厲害了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAxLQFWEqHSl
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『妳這樣哭,身為背景很不稱職。』哥哥往後仰頭,看著女孩越抖越兇。114Please respect copyright.PENANAeGYGCHTEPI
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『——我才不是背景!我這叫給你們空間!』女孩回嘴的聲音很大,好像這樣就可以蓋住她的哽咽。114Please respect copyright.PENANAZeqleLKWmK
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『可是妳從剛才存在感就很強。』頭後仰的哥哥露出死魚眼,抽出嘴裡的冰棒棍,戳了戳女孩的手,『就說別哭了嘛⋯⋯』114Please respect copyright.PENANAvJFaj9US4n
114Please respect copyright.PENANAmRkpHFUa9W
『不要拿吃過的東西碰我!』114Please respect copyright.PENANAHn9i1skClP
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『我是用另一頭戳的,誰叫妳要一直哭?』114Please respect copyright.PENANAdrRDDxq56G
114Please respect copyright.PENANAg0HuGNiMJy
『——我就說我沒有哭!』像是要證明自己一樣,她用力轉回頭對著哥哥。114Please respect copyright.PENANAjebtJG5GJc
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啊,明明就在哭。他看向哥哥,哥哥的死魚眼沒有翻回來。114Please respect copyright.PENANAyhDhpppfnr
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『⋯⋯妳哭起來好醜喔。』114Please respect copyright.PENANAKdjzUnjJ4S
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『——糸師冴!』114Please respect copyright.PENANAPkloi3Jr44
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他看女孩用力踹了哥哥一腳,那力道不輸剛才哥哥給自己的那一腳——他忍不住縮了縮脖子,好像剛剛被踹的地方又更痛了點⋯⋯114Please respect copyright.PENANAyv0btb9vkN
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他低頭摸了摸那塊還在隱隱作痛的地方。114Please respect copyright.PENANAzrEF2HkvMP
不過比起那一腳,更讓他招架不住的,是哥哥剛才那副表情。114Please respect copyright.PENANAicJfpHBJ12
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不是生氣,也不是不耐。114Please respect copyright.PENANAU4LaxFWasf
是一種像⋯⋯「認命」一樣的冷靜。114Please respect copyright.PENANAuMDg3BeE7d
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他偷偷瞄了哥哥一眼。114Please respect copyright.PENANA8KQwv2f5C0
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明明那麼好強的哥哥,卻都會默默接受她各種「更強」的舉止——114Please respect copyright.PENANA3euDmtqmGy
明明只要有人碰他一下,哥哥都會瞪過去,眼神冷得讓人整個退開。但那女孩不管做什麼,哥哥頂多覺得彆扭——114Please respect copyright.PENANAYFfv2AcXr9
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像現在這樣被一腳踹過來,他也只是皺了下眉,然後默默地把袖子拉高,低頭檢查一下手腕,動作甚至有點敷衍,好像已經很習慣。114Please respect copyright.PENANAsOMAxnIcHx
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他看著那兩個人——一個氣呼呼地站著,一個淡淡地低頭擦手腕。114Please respect copyright.PENANAEll6DimGMy
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誰也沒有多說什麼,空氣卻悶悶的。他甚至有點不敢動,彷彿一動就會打擾什麼。114Please respect copyright.PENANAm0fpu4Guf4
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他真的搞不懂。114Please respect copyright.PENANAhtlmHDy9ZL
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哥哥到底有沒有看出她那麼明顯的心意?她又知不知道哥哥的想法?114Please respect copyright.PENANAIukSAl3wcg
還是兩個人其實都知道了,卻又都裝作不知道?114Please respect copyright.PENANAO6SJqWjTI5
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——不知道。114Please respect copyright.PENANAjBn0mONXEo
不知道的事太多了,所以他其實很困惑,哥哥跟那個女孩,到底該怎麼想他們才好?114Please respect copyright.PENANAK2qDg3agrB
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就像現在,他真的分不出來——他們到底是在吵架,還是在談戀愛?114Please respect copyright.PENANARU5RhDtuX1
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他知道啊——去年,女孩跟哥哥告白了。他一點都不意外。114Please respect copyright.PENANAjNx0teWPWW
不過就跟那封RE·AL的邀請函一樣,過去了,也沒有什麼後續。114Please respect copyright.PENANAGM3xWWz9d7
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他們的生活也是,沒有什麼改變——哥哥對她還是那樣平平淡淡,女孩對哥哥還是一樣風風火火。114Please respect copyright.PENANAb3ZC8m39CH
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很怪。114Please respect copyright.PENANAOAAol2zkqp
不是說談戀愛應該都很甜蜜嗎?她鬧來鬧去的,吵著要當最重要的那個——結果,把哥哥也弄得有點不太對勁了。114Please respect copyright.PENANApkhegjy1yP
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真的很怪。114Please respect copyright.PENANASUC7410W40
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他記得去年某次練球,女孩突然說要去試鏡,說是「一輩子唯一一次比哥哥還重要的事」——114Please respect copyright.PENANA8vxbQ9G7qD
他看到哥哥拿著手機,盯了好久,最後什麼也沒傳,直接把手機反扣在桌上。耳朵卻紅得很明顯。114Please respect copyright.PENANAka5bcPjIu4
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那是他第一次覺得:哥哥真的變怪了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAyshahDwowz
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怪到隔天,他看到女孩的社群貼了一張照片,是他哥哥幫她拍的。114Please respect copyright.PENANAUT40kPHUy1
畫面普通,背景模糊,但她眼裡有光。114Please respect copyright.PENANA6wXTwcVEsF
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他不小心點進留言區,看見大概是班上誰留言:「你們到底是不是情侶啦?」114Please respect copyright.PENANA84raaKkroY
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他頓了一下,然後點了個讚。114Please respect copyright.PENANAJRWSU4q7S5
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不是故意的。只是有點好奇。114Please respect copyright.PENANASzyjhP4B1J
他想看看哥哥會不會有反應。114Please respect copyright.PENANAlUI21van2b
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結果第二天訓練時,哥哥直接在中場冷冷地說了一句:「不要亂按讚。」114Please respect copyright.PENANAc0f534Ke5k
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他愣了一秒。114Please respect copyright.PENANAdCE16vUgLQ
除了叫他手機拿遠一點看,哥哥從來不管他社群操作,更不會講私人情緒。114Please respect copyright.PENANAJuay59xk07
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『——反正我不會找別人代替你!你也一樣,絕對、絕對不可以找別人替代我!』114Please respect copyright.PENANA84qkFecO6y
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女孩的雙眼像是壞掉的水龍頭,一直湧流淚水——114Please respect copyright.PENANAyFxuBZOX0d
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『好好好⋯⋯那妳先別哭了好不好?』114Please respect copyright.PENANAq1caXpbNIU
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他也不記得哥哥什麼時候學會「用那種語氣」說話。114Please respect copyright.PENANAO9muDQ2gAF
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一直以來,哥哥的語氣總是平的,甚至略帶命令式。無論是指令、建議,還是情緒。114Please respect copyright.PENANAwU8pVE9Hdd
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可有時候,哥哥就是會這樣對她說話。114Please respect copyright.PENANAUHHAvZ0cfZ
小聲、耐心、像在哄人。114Please respect copyright.PENANA3LP6c1gc3D
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很怪。114Please respect copyright.PENANAfs3CDMXMUg
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『不、好、我今天要把明天的份一起哭完——明天要開開心心地看你出門!一滴眼淚都不掉!』114Please respect copyright.PENANALjFtLp5Uzb
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他是理解的。女孩應該跟自己一樣,哥哥一離開,就會覺得整個人都空下來。114Please respect copyright.PENANAkilxTregUU
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可是⋯⋯為什麼不能好好說呢?114Please respect copyright.PENANAoPh0BVm8eC
他們真的很怪。114Please respect copyright.PENANAjqyRC7Xsso
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『好好好⋯⋯』114Please respect copyright.PENANATOBhlWURKB
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哥哥從河堤站起身,像拿著擤過鼻涕的衛生紙一樣,兩指捏起哭得一塌糊塗的女孩肩膀。他緊緊跟隨在哥哥身旁。在斜陽落盡前,走完最後一次有三個人的回家路。114Please respect copyright.PENANAKmtryn7k7y
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好怪。114Please respect copyright.PENANA1tKs2JSh42
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走到路口時,哥哥伸手擋了一下車,女孩還在吸鼻子,整個人快貼在他手臂上了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAgzz09BDMzV
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他原本也跟著往前走。114Please respect copyright.PENANAIMGhw0l4h7
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走了兩步,經過了哥哥和女孩,他忽然停下來,轉回頭。114Please respect copyright.PENANAhtxNXcqfyz
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那兩個人還站在斑馬線前,一個一動也不動地擋著她,一個眼睛紅得像剛哭完的兔子。熱風吹得她額前的瀏海黏在臉上,她又小小地擦了一下鼻子,哥哥低聲說了什麼,然後順手把她帽子往下壓了點,像是不想讓太陽曬過頭。114Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2sqdy8jHk
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他愣了一秒。114Please respect copyright.PENANA7XmVY2PyVI
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突然不知道該不該繼續走。114Please respect copyright.PENANAAlmZk1sVew
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明明三個人一起長大的,明明什麼都沒變的——114Please respect copyright.PENANAbO8CQ1CaT9
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但不知為什麼,看著他們,就覺得,有些路,以後可能只能他自己走了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAuQc5Hj5oNe
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他眨了一下眼,沒說話,轉回身繼續向前走。114Please respect copyright.PENANAaZVDbH2M8q
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天氣太熱了,柏油路面反著光,腳底都在黏。他抬手擦了擦額頭,汗水黏著衣服,覺得剛才被踹的地方又有點痛了。114Please respect copyright.PENANAzVF5kkz2Hq
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他好像真的有點知道了:有些路只能自己走完。114Please respect copyright.PENANA3Zqej5Klf4
但他也記得,哥哥有說——114Please respect copyright.PENANA87QcZd9RF5
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「我只是先行一步。」114Please respect copyright.PENANApFLehVdFyo
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所以他沒有哭。114Please respect copyright.PENANAUZEgnmwPpS
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ㄚㄢㄚㄢ 真的沒有。
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