
Me and my real brother scotty was younger we did fight like brother and sister but we think it was cause of are mom tho but him and i was so different we fought like cats and dogs but he would bully me from throwing me downstairs in a wicker clothes basket down a flight of basement stair i went and then he did other brother things to me by smacking me around but he did get his butt wiped tho and he did stomp on my left forearm and are dad wiped his ass for that to but i never knew what pain are parents put us through until me and my brother Scotty got older tho my brother had a eating disorder i had a speech impediment and we both got bulled at school but as we got older are dad was mean as hell to him i could never understand why but as we got older and grown up we came to understand each other better, When i became a mom to my son i just felt like my brother needed a mother figure in his life so i was much like that cause my brother would come to me with his problems and as a sister i try to do as much as i could for him as he did for me . What made me feel good was when my brother told me i was more a mom to him than are own my was cause i mom was not really there for us she was to stupid cause she did not have a back bone she never came up with the times she just wanted to live back in the 1970's and she would make up excuses why she could not do things or why it took her later in life to learn how to drive it was always something..
As me and my brother Scotty grew up and moved out of are parents house i was the first one to move cause i wanted my freedom and my space away from are parents but he stayed behind for a little longer but i could understand but i was the one that did everything first even tho i was the baby of the family but i never look down on him for it I knew it would come in time and he would be ready and i could not wait for that day and then he got married a few weeks before me but that was ok i did not mind at all but i did not understand why i was not invited to his wedding but thats ok cause his marriage did not last his wife was a nut job and actually when nuts on his ass and i was so glad that crazy bitch is gone but i felt so sorry for my brother tho it broke my heart to see him hurt like that but i knew i needed to be there for him tho as much as i could cause later on it was my turn when i would need him and sure as shit did i ever needed my brother more than ever since are dad was gone, Are dad past away 15 yrs ago this year so my brother stepped up to help me when my second marriage went to shit and he say the things my ex husband did to me but as i moved on and remarried my first husband tho even tho i am 2 and half hrs. north from him i miss him tho i wish i was closure tho so i can pick on him and jiggle his face and make him laugh but as kids my brother got up to close to over 400lbs and it caused him to have a health scare and it scared the shit out of him and he was mind set to lose the weight and omg he did it he lost over 200lbs i was so excited for him and then i was there when he got his new suv and i even took pics of him by his new suv i was so proud of him cause i got tired of him just throwing money away on the piece of shit truck he had but it was 20 yrs old so it had its run i guess you can call it that.
i worry about my brother Scotty alot i want him to get his colon checked to make sure he is ok cause i don't want to lose him he is the only family i got left that i can talk to and he understands me more than anyone , I would be so lost without him if something would of happen to him , Hell i drove down to down to get my brother and he help me move out of my ex husband house to my new house thati share with my new husband Roger and i took him back the next day and he loved it up there and i sure glad he had fun cause him and my husband had a good time. I love my brother Scotty tho even tho i don't understand his beliefs but that is ok but as long as he does not preach them to me im good i just let him be him. All see in his eyes is my big tall as brother that is built like a football player . I just hope he finds someone that is sweet and kind one day cause i do not want him to be lone for ever i just want him happy is that so much to ask and i want him healthy to..
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