Well another shitty birthday ended no gifts no flowers not even a card . Well my husband told me happy birthday and that we would celebrate  it next weekend  since money was tight but he had plenty of time to plan and I don't understand some men don't plan a head at all. I am getting tired of having 15 yrs of shitty birthdays but yet I go all out for others on their birthdays 🎂   all I wanted for my birthday was 48 red roses and a dinner that was it cause I wanted 40 red roses when it was 40 and never gotten them I just love red roses it just does something  to my heart  and the little card that goes with it it just means the world to me and it makes me feel that the person I am with was listening  to me and I know roses are not cheap at all but their cheaper than jewelry  cause I am not a fan of jewelry  at all I just have a few things and that's it . I just wanted to feel special and loved cause I give so much back and I do not get nothing in return . I  don't want the world I just wanted someone to hear me what I want that means the world to me . But I just felt like I don't mean nothing to anyone anymore.  8964 copyright protection60ＰＥＮＡＮＡjolmnSqRMa 維尼

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