II. Melancholic256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasyB5Ued62
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when it came time for sleep256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb4Tz6D2Wm
he had already accepted256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhg8es6plR
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloHW71tLbd
for there was never a night256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSAmR7tbjJ
in which he slept sweetly256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ut3IoEV7
in which his eyes didn’t sting256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M1JWqwlE1
in which his body didn’t throb256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdmLO8nzoY
in which he wasn’t a zombie256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqa9wg1wub
he hates to be awake256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9vtW2l6OP
he wants to be asleep256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIJvrKiMQk
In the heap of a mess256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGdpk7fi9E
the young man rests256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHb5k2KcZ0
his back against the box spring mattress256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01chrVS6ca
underneath the dreary light256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGdeRQqnV1
of a circular ceiling orb256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph78aqoVDd
intricately measured to be equally hung256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknAFeSNAjg
centered between the four walls256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL1MzYfwe4
enclosing around him256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlch90SP0Uj
the small, box-like room256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tS948eZKj
a little room crowded with too many things256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcixWUSOeG
full of everything256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG5JPieINl
littered amongst the carpet256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl33cvT8g7
there is books256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy1B2Ydvq6
there is paintings256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL5akBYInL
there is wrappers and trash256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SEdInV5Ra
things are stacked and things are hanging256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz2g6srgRz
they're placed and leaning on edges256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDgdSp1Pm
things are covered256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCeWBOQAof
and hidden256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrECLx7Ovd
and tottering on ledges256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6PxFsgodc
and eight or nine blankets256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9iyL2GOs7
are piled atop one another256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGygoauKQw
heavy on himself, on his bed256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVnAoJOoea
falling onto the floor256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR3lIilB5f
like a nest of distraction and256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbQB6iuAbd
bullshit256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoroVYg1fYM
and shadows256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA04GOzark
there are things invisible he can’t see256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy4SgPV2FU
there is always the fear256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSc2xEjqF
they hide in the darkness256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyKRf14Sfc
and are hard not to run into256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iZNebJZxC
There is a concentration256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwErsmZ7H5Z
to the paranoia256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas8jQ2DHmC
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5XeWpVY7c
like he’s looking for that something unseen256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqU6xgNKNK
Don’t let everything fall!256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjAQH3ByCC
like a plea256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ckxc6mNDG
he is trudging on through256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduScVKTwlq
and heaving and slumping256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj6exwFPPz
what used to feel safe256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFHVfd5UHU
like hearth256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYynqSElwp
but now feels engulfed in ice256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahCuLGbhMa
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBFpzhIUuS
He won’t be able to do this much longer256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr52mTVqQS
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhGhkH914J
that smells artificially sweet256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1U1ZtTZou
and burnt256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcENpM46sF7
because of the flickering wicks256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeShoVPrmpS
he has three candles lit256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXeavpcpR
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiMCKolHV6
for a second256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7vgjkV9iz
like a fire is inside him256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49WsnVpkkS
but alas it's cold outside256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyiDrhYLBD
and the storm has raged all through the night256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFJ3u7KqJF
The rain falls256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH007C2LZG6
against the small window256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp4KoMLe61
in redundant tap-tap-taps256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcNF60O0kg
and he attempts to count256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGn4g5YTfD
how many drops fall256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI1zQ38hYg
against the pane256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QZpDluBBv
and quickly loses his place256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfwhb394Pn
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbAkR368Bt
beyond his walls as he writes256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sZd0zQzEY
he wants to sleep256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwlLdvTSfe
He is alone and contemplative256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSIGh73YY6
about how it feels to fall256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24K4TaJzBK
into the insecurity and uncomfortability256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EF8dm13fr
of itchy, scarred skin256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3fNQDYBzc
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLPHPfCfS5
against the walls256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxJSWW9Kp6
of the skull256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFqMRDRgSC
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnksFapGDay
to block the breath of night256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHedUMMvEP
yet it's still coming in256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwheUJbQHVv
like a frosted wind256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8t6M8nv5W
seeping through the glass256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0oHRbgzMx
of his windows256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N6UFs8oWU
and the pores of his walls256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahMpUIzitf
breathing over the carpet256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jd2Pwrumy
and icing the scene with ghostly256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8MRZl8TEP
cold256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDTtrECqbr
crushing him while he’s awake256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FWabwFpxl
the air is too cold256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBnmXtvGVC
and its weighing him down256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJFW7uZcGK
he cannot make out what is in front of him256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbn3YowjqC
with depression like lightning256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxsW7uTzsK
striking overhead256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KXoYwr0N1
bursting256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu3s08e3VE
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1mS3lUIYZ
and he chokes on his throat256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJuvwta7uR
he is paralyzed in vulnerability256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YfuobS9UD
his muffled gargles256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eaHFKo0P3
left unheard256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkUNbL9JJM
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx12E5toT0
and his color is changing256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpafX2lafYj
darker and darker256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBbgZbVCJU
in horror256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7AkNR0k4F
he forgets how to breathe256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZUpKytymc
and his head rushes with blue256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobpoWeV6HQ
and then darker256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSzWkEZo9G
for a trapped, dying expression256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl58sqfGngs
He is more and more256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBNmyiZN6F
unable256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MS1Cc7WWB
to struggle against256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs3MOMeK8j
the darkness256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxcQKrPpJo
he feels inhuman256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4cWp3qGT9
He thinks of how dreamy it would be256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdsCsy7MMM
to have no shadows256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeBUBm3Lqq
and to encounter a hero inside256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEirdDfWKFV
to put an end to all of the darkness256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16YHjw37SO
that keeps him useless256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7QrgBPSvn
under the heavy, cold air256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSuQm7z2Yv
but he realizes he has nothing left256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrkDftaCmO
and his love is lost on those that he loves256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtG09Cwoqd
for they have not given him their hearts256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn0L4EG9Js
and he breaks his itchy skin256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOl185NFMt
because he’s angry with who he’s been256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVLZvUw251
and they don’t seem to care256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oCfQsnbCy
so he thinks he’s wasted his time256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0LtZMNnO6
and they can go fuck themselves256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36OHwWiOvm
because he doesn't want the affection256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwuF9UpcS1
and he doesn’t need the attention256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8aQneoGgu
from someone who doesn’t love him256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVxNgDi5vq
You don’t need them256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp73mA3VDD2
You won’t have any of them256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh8JokZsM4
Bring light upon the dark yourself256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTnNdEDYuw
He tells himself256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQaLKEs6Ck
there is a way to become healthy256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzapbO6CBG
to be warm and bright256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86LIIX6uuV
but whether due to fate or choice256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW4DH4gHmV
he has been led down a melancholic path256Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZuPlkDvm6
and dark thoughts disrupt him8964 copyright protection252ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXkVpS5Msu 維尼

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