「汪汪……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAvjDEovdtDv
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「喵喵……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAIKPZsvFROR
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奶黃色的小狗兩爪趴在櫥窗前,輕搖著尾巴,吐著小舌頭,似是在對那個看著自己的小女孩展示自己的善意。年尚五歲的尚妤婕雙眼亮晶晶的,小狗惹人憐愛的模樣像根羽毛輕輕撥動她的心。509Please respect copyright.PENANAnk6ihb6GZ5
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──好可愛。509Please respect copyright.PENANAASiFKm3Qyo
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好想帶牠回家啊。509Please respect copyright.PENANAT4FKWSzebY
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在旁邊四處張望的小男孩在注意到尚妤婕正在專注地看著什麼時,就悄悄湊到她的旁邊,順著她的視線望去。他也看見了那隻小狗,但更吸引他注意力的,是隔壁正優雅地躺著的白色長毛貓。509Please respect copyright.PENANAXqOhDGcdfk
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或許對那隻貓而言,牠不過是尋了個舒服的姿勢躺著,可在小男孩眼裡卻是高貴漂亮、優雅神秘的感覺。小男孩心中立刻萌生出想要的情緒,平時習慣與父母張口要東西的他就立刻拉了拉旁邊正在聊天的自家母親的裙子。509Please respect copyright.PENANANRc0rrERHK
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「媽,我要那個!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAcKfVrJ1XLf
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「嗯?」509Please respect copyright.PENANADDHKNrgFRN
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順著男孩指的方向看去,小男孩母親在看見自家兒子指的是一隻貓時,下意識地皺了皺眉頭。姑且先不論她本身不喜歡動物這點,不管原因為何,她都不可能在這家寵物店買下這隻貓給兒子養的。509Please respect copyright.PENANAZxeXFGeAu3
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「不行,不能養貓。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAPOV3YZCOEh
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「我要、我要!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAO41F3vQtCn
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被自家母親拒絕,平時在家裡說一不二的小霸王就不爽了,拉著裙子的手勁也加大了些。那件長裙本來就薄涼清爽又是上下兩件式,即便小男孩力氣不算大,也經不起被小男孩這種方式扯動。509Please respect copyright.PENANAjhA9Yr9cgU
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在明顯感覺到裙子在被一點一點往下扯時,小男孩母親臉色變了變,趕緊從小男孩手中救回自己的裙子,板起臉瞪向那差點讓自己丟大臉的兒子,再次拒絕他的請求──509Please respect copyright.PENANA1blQHSwKKh
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「不行就是不行!」509Please respect copyright.PENANA7PSxhAycbr
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「不嘛!我要嘛!我要我要我要!!」509Please respect copyright.PENANA4JrZWdTHea
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小男孩嘴一扁,淚一流,直接坐在地上開始哇哇大哭,非要自家母親買下那隻貓不可。小男孩的母親才剛悄悄地把裙子往上拉回正常的位子,就看到自家兒子在地上撒潑打滾耍任性吸引了一群路人的注意力時,整個尷尬得不行。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ki3Kg5ppD
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正在與小男孩母親聊天的女士,正好就是尚母。兩人是高中同學,還在學校時就是塑料姊妹的情誼,現在出來社會並且結婚生子後,再次見面依然還是有些喜歡攀比的火藥味。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oreq1ey02
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兩人本來就還在互相『比較』自己的情況,而且尚母還處在下風的狀態。現在看到小男孩如此哭鬧,想到剛剛小男孩的母親還在說自己兒子多乖又多棒,尚母眼中忍不住露出一絲鄙夷。509Please respect copyright.PENANADs7d4B1h55
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「哎呀,這就是妳說的兒又乖又棒嗎?確實……挺乖、挺棒的嘛!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAjCUQ9uKlDC
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小男孩的母親本就覺得丟臉,現在經尚母這麼一說,還記得自己剛剛是怎麼吹噓自己兒子的女人臉上火辣辣的,囁嚅著嘴什麼也說不出口。509Please respect copyright.PENANAHWk2NMu5m5
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「看看我家女兒多麼聽話乖巧,才不會向我討要什麼東西呢!對吧,女兒?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAgCqWBbd4kU
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「我……」509Please respect copyright.PENANAngHNXxaJTC
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本來在旁邊無措地看著那個小男孩哭鬧的尚妤婕在突然被點到名時嚇了一大跳,聽見母親那宛如靈魂拷問般的提問,內心其實很喜歡那隻小狗的她有些反應不過來,沒能及時回答『是』。509Please respect copyright.PENANAdiY26KYTdn
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「怎麼,尚妤婕?妳也想要?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA9qsAxIi11F
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尚母眉毛微皺,看了尚妤婕一眼後,視線朝櫥窗裡的小動物望去。尚妤婕身體因尚母的視線一顫,還隱隱掛在心中的那小小的不願隨之抖落。硬挺的肩膀有些無力地垂下,本就微低著的頭垂得更低了,不敢望向自家母親。509Please respect copyright.PENANAp8mUixDMvY
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「我……聽媽咪的。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA5S4J3tSLDF
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不是不想要,而是聽話。509Please respect copyright.PENANAacYx5uVcyU
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可尚母並不在意這些小細節,重點是自家女兒並沒有說自己也想要買那些貓貓狗狗,那聽話又乖巧的模樣取悅了她。反觀那還在地上大哭大鬧的小男孩,她望向小男孩母親的眼中閃過一絲滿意與得意。509Please respect copyright.PENANA72ZsS0JtBF
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「看吧,我女兒很聽話。女孩子嘛,總是比較乖的。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAMmGFU6az46
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尚母會特別提及這句話,就是因為對方剛剛還隱隱刺過她生的是女兒。現在看看兩邊的對比,小男孩的母親臉色十分精彩,覺得自己的臉皮全都被自家死兒子丟光了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAaQOH63nniX
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小男孩的母親氣得說不出半句話,大聲『哼』了一聲後拖著還在不斷掙扎哭鬧,甚至張嘴咬她的手的兒子走了。尚母也沒多說什麼,就這樣帶著尚妤婕走了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAD8785vkFL3
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──甚至不多問一句或誇獎女兒懂事。509Please respect copyright.PENANAbxnMSQu7NM
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尚妤婕是單親家庭長大的。她從來沒見過自己的父親,據說是在她出生前就已經去世了。其他人父母雙全,她只有母親單隻;其他人通常父母一嚴一慈,而她卻有一個嚴母──甚至可以說加倍嚴厲,又強勢的母親。509Please respect copyright.PENANAMhGtNZtFId
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她不允許尚妤婕說出什麼不好的丟她臉的事情,又會擅自安排好一切她認為『對女兒好』的事情。『我是為你好』、『這樣好那樣好』、『要聽我的』、『不聽老人言吃虧在眼前』……這些話,可以說是尚妤婕從小聽到大的『大道理』。509Please respect copyright.PENANA1tkRsOd7VW
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隨著年齡增長,尚妤婕隱隱有察覺到這樣不對勁,也曾經試圖提出過自己的想法,可總會被尚母大聲駁回,有時甚至還會被衣架伺候。久而久之,在尚母強勢專橫的教導下,尚妤婕被養成了一個不敢擁有自己主見、不敢反駁的孩子。509Please respect copyright.PENANAgkd0NkGGAm
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或許尚妤婕還是有自己的想法的,可是被打怕了的尚妤婕在面對尚母時只會下意識壓抑自己的想法,逆來順受地接受來自尚母賦予的一切。509Please respect copyright.PENANAr3txXaOEyM
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因為危險,所以不能和其他同齡的小朋友一起爬上爬下;因為學習重要,所以必須得努力讀書;因為不健康,所以只能吃尚母安排好的食物;因為怕養成亂花錢的習慣,所以零用錢都只給剛剛好的餐費──509Please respect copyright.PENANAdIyTKRLXmU
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這樣的生活彷彿一座泰山般重重壓在尚妤婕身上,壓得喘不過氣來。明明還是鮮明活潑的年紀,卻活得像個七老八十歲的人般,對人生充滿了徬徨與無助。509Please respect copyright.PENANArjWTck50P2
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晚上做惡夢驚醒時,尚妤婕都在想母親是不是真的不愛自己。每次放學等待尚母來接自己時,她總會看到那些孩子興奮地衝向父母的懷抱中盡情撒嬌。這時的她,內心都會浮現出孺慕的渴望。509Please respect copyright.PENANAP56u1Z6zXO
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可在看到一臉嚴肅,緊繃著臉的尚母時,她提不起那個勇氣。她說不出她也想盡情撒嬌,說不出自己也希望得到尚母的安慰與關心。509Please respect copyright.PENANAVZSfyiY0NM
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兩母女的關係就這麼一直惡化下去,直到她十歲那年……509Please respect copyright.PENANAenZNJropSS
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她迎來了人生中的一道光。
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