I am dreading growing old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAQtURlt6Ofz
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,337Please respect copyright.PENANAao5i9Bkd19
everyone asked for a young female.337Please respect copyright.PENANAl54on4lzmQ
what happens when I grow old,337Please respect copyright.PENANAsKjpXnDuP4
what happens when my tits sag 337Please respect copyright.PENANA30ZDBKfk16
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,337Please respect copyright.PENANAX7pgqzFwKw
will I no longer be wanted?337Please respect copyright.PENANAbuapCbbVll
No longer desired or admired.337Please respect copyright.PENANAXYyxFdRZEn
will I just be old?337Please respect copyright.PENANAzORWZ7sNEe
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 337Please respect copyright.PENANA53dpiewmQd
Just337Please respect copyright.PENANAtaMBPvWtEA
Old.337Please respect copyright.PENANA84er97iYW3
337Please respect copyright.PENANA1r4V0KCOPL
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?337Please respect copyright.PENANAGKXBrcikCX
I'll have to be good at something,337Please respect copyright.PENANADIs3VBBksu
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills337Please respect copyright.PENANAVCOqcLu0LZ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain337Please respect copyright.PENANAi0Ypz0VHIC
I'll have to be somebody337Please respect copyright.PENANACojlr0zdgU
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth337Please respect copyright.PENANANTkYrh8A1Q
but I know I can't keep it.337Please respect copyright.PENANAILIttHK0NT
Good things never last.337Please respect copyright.PENANATo7CBUJDFZ
337Please respect copyright.PENANANsbtqbM7wi
I don't know when youth became so important to me337Please respect copyright.PENANAVJW1V0USQS
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail337Please respect copyright.PENANA8NU5NXE0vS
and why so many people died over it337Please respect copyright.PENANArXIZngpXS7
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,337Please respect copyright.PENANAUM9rtyEuhd
I would.337Please respect copyright.PENANAob585LgLS1
perhaps that makes me a bad human,337Please respect copyright.PENANA40TSEZwQ5R
a bad feminist337Please respect copyright.PENANAFulFzVXxir
bad person,337Please respect copyright.PENANA4tUGfQspxe
but all I know is it's the truth337Please respect copyright.PENANAdCZduNzB3q
and I would do it,337Please respect copyright.PENANAOWr5xWnjdk
337Please respect copyright.PENANAV4PIBca8PX
I would give up so much to stay desirable.337Please respect copyright.PENANAdACQ7WSM4d
Because I've never been desired before337Please respect copyright.PENANAxZYONGg7V2
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,337Please respect copyright.PENANA9VWDzxtub9
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?337Please respect copyright.PENANAU6spjZZRWA
and my skin sags from my bones337Please respect copyright.PENANAcuV3CtWeXf
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach337Please respect copyright.PENANAj3FgjGEDgY
my neck doubling,337Please respect copyright.PENANAXm0ibxHvGW
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad337Please respect copyright.PENANAZo9Ju55Arq
337Please respect copyright.PENANAoVSKeDd4P7
some people think when you get older looks matter less337Please respect copyright.PENANA2ePlZGM277
But that's not true, nobody wants that337Please respect copyright.PENANAJgfAlsyLVd
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.337Please respect copyright.PENANAzOl98XbEmO
What will I be?337Please respect copyright.PENANAfn4Q2bN232
Chopped liver I suppose.337Please respect copyright.PENANAzMCOFwNXpM
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools337Please respect copyright.PENANA0Gcax0Rqlc
337Please respect copyright.PENANAbKJfmNbq2F
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life337Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ8qrRyc9z
I'm young337Please respect copyright.PENANAuSISNEOAGZ
I have done nothing time is flying by337Please respect copyright.PENANAbG99DVGNWm
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast337Please respect copyright.PENANAa5CeHfHI4d
Keeps slipping from my fists.337Please respect copyright.PENANAQvgkiiNEOK
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).337Please respect copyright.PENANAWdMoJOxUDU
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.337Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9kBVLg3Ux
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up337Please respect copyright.PENANAZDO4u8gMnj
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.337Please respect copyright.PENANApdJBeOr2TH
337Please respect copyright.PENANAVlzDQoYplb
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity337Please respect copyright.PENANALbUr52pmUy
I feel it closing in on me337Please respect copyright.PENANAQ40eoHVHj2
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,337Please respect copyright.PENANAacwitb5Fwv
looking in the mirror I see my painting.337Please respect copyright.PENANA95qfNEclwS
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,337Please respect copyright.PENANAqRUoAoH3Zr
I know they're going to be my demise.337Please respect copyright.PENANAoSHMsItqqT
337Please respect copyright.PENANAyPbfBmLRjj
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen337Please respect copyright.PENANAAKVf5MrPon
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.337Please respect copyright.PENANAuvZ4n817Ky
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAjqDJ3gaePK
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAMT5sh2mOTV
337Please respect copyright.PENANA6ApJU0miHv
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither337Please respect copyright.PENANAGa1mSLxOOc
because I know myself if not anyone else337Please respect copyright.PENANAU4gnFWmbfb
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.337Please respect copyright.PENANAAU6RzvkxQp
337Please respect copyright.PENANAgBzJm0Nmiu
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6sipKGVJI
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,337Please respect copyright.PENANADRcKVEMxV7
everyone asked for a young female.337Please respect copyright.PENANAza9o1SzCBd
what happens when I grow old,337Please respect copyright.PENANAqYISB51lg3
what happens when my tits sag 337Please respect copyright.PENANATH6ouWUkcu
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,337Please respect copyright.PENANAozdkecJddt
will I no longer be wanted?337Please respect copyright.PENANAEHeLUs1q7J
No longer desired or admired.337Please respect copyright.PENANAuna3Qvxj9l
will I just be old?337Please respect copyright.PENANAxqX3wwH8gL
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAcolYYxhfPO
Just337Please respect copyright.PENANAbGj9W6Q8Pu
Old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAHeyYRLxQDj
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?337Please respect copyright.PENANAslwG2EhxZq
I'll have to be good at something,337Please respect copyright.PENANAyU79Rgnnco
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills337Please respect copyright.PENANAx9iv8GpbFa
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain337Please respect copyright.PENANApWcaSYNopL
I'll have to be somebody337Please respect copyright.PENANAMNfFwgulTu
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth337Please respect copyright.PENANASqi2YK0yT4
but I know I can't keep it.337Please respect copyright.PENANAgLdbODQljm
Good things never last.337Please respect copyright.PENANAU0k5kk54eX
337Please respect copyright.PENANA8pEeZSmJh4
I don't know when youth became so important to me337Please respect copyright.PENANAIv8oY35sHQ
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail337Please respect copyright.PENANA8qhHwHKaJo
and why so many people died over it337Please respect copyright.PENANAXi5ChlyYjr
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,337Please respect copyright.PENANAId5yh2mnMD
I would.337Please respect copyright.PENANAzqmIXuxmvZ
perhaps that makes me a bad human,337Please respect copyright.PENANAzDME9N5uA4
a bad feminist337Please respect copyright.PENANAKmJQZqjmT0
bad person,337Please respect copyright.PENANANbtBx7jhLT
but all I know is it's the truth337Please respect copyright.PENANAyo7jXHWenU
and I would do it,337Please respect copyright.PENANAOzBbBS2uTw
337Please respect copyright.PENANAGcjnIkkRU6
I would give up so much to stay desirable.337Please respect copyright.PENANAfmC0qIwaSm
Because I've never been desired before337Please respect copyright.PENANAeEnovefi4u
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,337Please respect copyright.PENANAJtSoNmpK5k
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?337Please respect copyright.PENANAiBQe0h1LXq
and my skin sags from my bones337Please respect copyright.PENANAgANJpyZo5f
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach337Please respect copyright.PENANAe4mIMmmATP
my neck doubling,337Please respect copyright.PENANARDkmLLsz43
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad337Please respect copyright.PENANASCzxN7nBjw
337Please respect copyright.PENANAbOPADMEqrQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less337Please respect copyright.PENANAaWWTjsCC99
But that's not true, nobody wants that337Please respect copyright.PENANATRRwtdcfmN
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.337Please respect copyright.PENANAOxL4xoPJi7
What will I be?337Please respect copyright.PENANA2VXQgjd72m
Chopped liver I suppose.337Please respect copyright.PENANAjZVnLOPgGP
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools337Please respect copyright.PENANARradElc5z4
337Please respect copyright.PENANAGuSXFOxw9i
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life337Please respect copyright.PENANACBIWvhIZKD
I'm 20337Please respect copyright.PENANAwhEcQdbFOj
I have done nothing time is flying by337Please respect copyright.PENANAxmHoZLPCXQ
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast337Please respect copyright.PENANAWqFcLQ6L5o
Keeps slipping from my fists.337Please respect copyright.PENANAN89ukAFIL8
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).337Please respect copyright.PENANAhNdTv6Z0z3
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.337Please respect copyright.PENANA9C4kHVsz4Q
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up337Please respect copyright.PENANAxv5LHiM3jp
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.337Please respect copyright.PENANAJWorp99Kxh
337Please respect copyright.PENANAc0jPutMoIs
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity337Please respect copyright.PENANA1fwmQZTDeZ
I feel it closing in on me337Please respect copyright.PENANApFXAkdNQf1
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,337Please respect copyright.PENANAptDyWtemsU
looking in the mirror I see my painting.337Please respect copyright.PENANATKAshzRN2F
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,337Please respect copyright.PENANAfpNVNsczNn
I know they're going to be my demise.337Please respect copyright.PENANAroHCK8c1g9
337Please respect copyright.PENANArv7dQlFIdG
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen337Please respect copyright.PENANAMnvR4qbvlz
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.337Please respect copyright.PENANAEfFwhrr5h9
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAkeGZ0wUdTt
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAXQHT4cVKMs
337Please respect copyright.PENANAg1wfTjn1KN
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither337Please respect copyright.PENANAbpLPEC7WpW
because I know myself if not anyone else337Please respect copyright.PENANAabtSLjpl3G
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.337Please respect copyright.PENANAMa8xvotdTP
337Please respect copyright.PENANArOHzyDFX1P
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old