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思考的海鷗
ISSUE #40
Author: 啞巴海鷗
Published:
Nov 30, 2024
思考的海鷗
Author: 啞巴海鷗
Published:
Nov 30, 2024
ISSUE #40
鼻血
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        晚上回家時告訴女友今天上班時流了很多鼻血，她擔憂地問「不會是生病了吧？」，如我所預料的表情和問題，帶給我一種慰藉與安心感。

        我一直都有這種隱隱冀望，期待有一天我能患上絕症—血癌、骨癌、口腔癌，然後在剩下的日子，去完成自己真正想做的事，最後一走了之。這是自私又邪惡的念頭，但我想如果真的發生了，我又會祈求上帝、佛祖讓我活下去。

        我緊抱她告訴她沒事的，然後晚上帶著健康的身體入睡，只是鼻腔內依然有鐵鏽味，像牢籠裡關著一隻無法見人的獸。我意識到我是何其懦弱的獨裁者。

        夢裡鮮血流出牢籠，沾滿了枕頭，然後在鬧鐘響的那一刻，又全部流回了我體內。早上在擤鼻涕時成了衛生紙上的一顆血塊。

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Last updated: Dec 28, 2024
Total word count: 11,433
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