Rape And Abuse375Please respect copyright.PENANAElgKngr45C
They said it tears you apart375Please respect copyright.PENANAfIN7d5vjbn
It hurts you375Please respect copyright.PENANAI40N3Axxgw
But it will not end you375Please respect copyright.PENANAhzXvYTZYzq
I say bullshit375Please respect copyright.PENANA9CTkk7B8HB
It ended that girl375Please respect copyright.PENANAhlbsaRQ8I6
She was innocent and sweet375Please respect copyright.PENANAJLsxqLxHkG
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain375Please respect copyright.PENANA4yatzx8feb
Begging for God to please save her375Please respect copyright.PENANAkXeCWVQaZs
Make it stop375Please respect copyright.PENANARyw1pRfvFs
What did she do to deserve it375Please respect copyright.PENANAtsArUBtlot
Nothing375Please respect copyright.PENANAZosUrpukMI
She was just a kid375Please respect copyright.PENANAtJNRw45WRo
She lies in a grave now far below the surface375Please respect copyright.PENANABbZjaNPPxF
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold375Please respect copyright.PENANA4ve6swMh9f
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside375Please respect copyright.PENANAxAiheYu26E
Right375Please respect copyright.PENANAFgmaQq2tnm
She lies in her grave375Please respect copyright.PENANAo6mVk03Cx9
I stand in her body375Please respect copyright.PENANAsQIQFND2Lg
In her thoughts375Please respect copyright.PENANAYjNGgMzRhf
In her nightmares375Please respect copyright.PENANAH8NLDYQCsu
In all the pain she's built up375Please respect copyright.PENANAFjIf3nPv89
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack375Please respect copyright.PENANApcn7Zn16li
She isn't waking up375Please respect copyright.PENANAJU6FlZlSOL
She doesn't get to heal375Please respect copyright.PENANAtH3NY6kpDD
I deal with the aftermath375Please respect copyright.PENANAjd7KB1iZ4K
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe375Please respect copyright.PENANA9MBlcXLkMv
No one has met her since we were young375Please respect copyright.PENANA9kKcc7zAZQ
I lay with the thoughts at night375Please respect copyright.PENANATZyL9gHLmu
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low375Please respect copyright.PENANAbjyYMMJL71
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low375Please respect copyright.PENANA56yiQLZLfu
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window375Please respect copyright.PENANAkpY9MiOl6J
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep375Please respect copyright.PENANAtRdUsV23l5
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened375Please respect copyright.PENANApzASWCUb21
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near375Please respect copyright.PENANAFP6FQSmENG
Watching375Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZjhOrIInz
Waiting375Please respect copyright.PENANAMN7zc0lRcK
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family375Please respect copyright.PENANAnLZfIfsUhw
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do375Please respect copyright.PENANAKAdctzxDF9
I stand with my back against the wall375Please respect copyright.PENANADCGjEf3Ao8
Because I know no one can come up from behind375Please respect copyright.PENANAS96YB8Pkqc
Afraid of the dark375Please respect copyright.PENANA8WLSYNHgOi
Afraid of sleeping375Please respect copyright.PENANApZsayNrdsm
Afraid of my hometown375Please respect copyright.PENANAuCEhE5Q9zM
Afraid of crowds375Please respect copyright.PENANABLcq6NE9of
Afraid of every noise and movement375Please respect copyright.PENANAznlpqgOhjp
Afraid of myself375Please respect copyright.PENANAUA9G7pJtll
What have I become375Please respect copyright.PENANANy64SbYk3l
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts375Please respect copyright.PENANA09GUC95ZVr
When will I get to heal375Please respect copyright.PENANAFt4rWbG1Z3
Where will it stop stop stop375Please respect copyright.PENANA7mg4oed7Xp
But I know the answers don't I375Please respect copyright.PENANA3k7zKo3ULy
I always have375Please respect copyright.PENANAkMx59tDnkD
I'm a product of trauma again and again375Please respect copyright.PENANAP1CUseXY3U
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow375Please respect copyright.PENANAMR31WG9ORb
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia375Please respect copyright.PENANAmvBIYkA8w9
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.375Please respect copyright.PENANATAP5WkyERx
Rape And Abuse375Please respect copyright.PENANAtsbqz2KqBS
Ends the person you were and creates a new product375Please respect copyright.PENANASN4XSPbtvy
The product of rape and abuse375Please respect copyright.PENANAitUD2O2hwg
Never your own person again375Please respect copyright.PENANA3d5GEGx6i0
An imposter to your ownself375Please respect copyright.PENANAEJeTzUFjdJ
The products perfect mold375Please respect copyright.PENANApVDMm2wIdH
You can't go back375Please respect copyright.PENANAJRgFGU1BvG
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created375Please respect copyright.PENANAsm45A9YIcs
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked375Please respect copyright.PENANAUcznTdfDDk
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house375Please respect copyright.PENANA5FCEGXQPbT
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car375Please respect copyright.PENANAOYrhaFgGfN
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure375Please respect copyright.PENANA1VbzK0js4i
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone375Please respect copyright.PENANAX09SG4rseO
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary375Please respect copyright.PENANAQSyOBFI5Ff
You cannot ever go back from that375Please respect copyright.PENANAP5hcfQcyb8
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead375Please respect copyright.PENANAqA0jo4usrD
Gone375Please respect copyright.PENANAMxYyhSYuv7
You375Please respect copyright.PENANAx1SZIOArAx
Cannot375Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ocKRzGQZ
Go375Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4BtlnSAYX
Back375Please respect copyright.PENANAx5iy46MZqu
The product is permanent375Please respect copyright.PENANAH369ztLUxz
You cannot go back from it375Please respect copyright.PENANA4gHM1PL4nu
Rape And Abuse375Please respect copyright.PENANAkyhhLxsMbM
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