這一個離島上的露營地點最不方便的地方就是在於取水處,因為沒有供水,營友們要自備樽裝水,或是到稍遠處的山水喉處載水。467Please respect copyright.PENANAWKb5B8wtJM
不過設備雖不完善,但這也有好處:安靜。467Please respect copyright.PENANAXQIke4e5eH
放眼過去,只有一兩個營在營地的角落安靜地駐紮,沒有嬰兒會在半夜大哭的家庭客,沒有喝酒到半夜還在高歌的年輕男女,當然也沒有隨處便溺的旅客。467Please respect copyright.PENANAsElEZO8Auu
風聲,樹濤,海風的氣味滲透於月光之中,這樣的大自然美景…467Please respect copyright.PENANAyWy4rDbwGh
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」467Please respect copyright.PENANA5lSZtJRsqw
這樣的大自然美景就這樣被電話鈴聲打斷了。467Please respect copyright.PENANAIonMw5U6Vp
「嘁…喂?」467Please respect copyright.PENANALNUTSqB1HR
「早晨~!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3YJrtPCQ8
「Erica,我呢邊係夜晚…」467Please respect copyright.PENANACUqqb7LEsn
「咁晚安~!」467Please respect copyright.PENANA38nz7b9g5s
「唔係…我地咪分左手囉,唉。」467Please respect copyright.PENANATAzayEqc66
「咁係因為我去英國啫,你個日係機場話你仲鐘意我架嘛。」Erica問。467Please respect copyright.PENANAJfVMrbaFY2
「係就係…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA8XOuRRu3dL
「咁我仲鐘意你喎,咁即係我地仲愛對方啦!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAAyerICRf5u
「係…但我唔想LONG D,我阿媽有長期病我唔會去英國,你亦唔會返黎,我地唔好浪費對方人生好唔好?」我第不知幾百萬次解釋給Erica,「我地到此為止啦好唔好?乖。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAQClbZB8Z67
難得我想遠離那一切。467Please respect copyright.PENANApk3lgHRZZG
難得我想忘記那一切。467Please respect copyright.PENANADjrOgr2D9J
為何就是不放過我?467Please respect copyright.PENANAj9cccHAEqh
「唔好!我唔制!」Erica在電話另一邊說。467Please respect copyright.PENANAEp9fGmkDef
「唉…」我放棄和她爭辯,但我卻同時沒有掛斷她的電話。別說掛斷她的電話,更別說我去封鎖她的社交帳號,我更加想看到她的每一個動態,每一次更新,每張相片,每條訊息!467Please respect copyright.PENANAKgBuTgdqV9
對,她當日還問過我,她問我…467Please respect copyright.PENANApJVogBdORu
她問我如果我想的話,她可以為了我留下。467Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZrZl1TJJW
但我不會拖累她。
結果當然就是現在的這情況。467Please respect copyright.PENANAPlCDOI8iQy
「你又去左露營啊?」電話對面傳來一些水聲,她在梳洗。467Please respect copyright.PENANATTPMvsUPZI
「嗯。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAg911qIlzJP
「幾多人去?!有無女仔?!我識唔識架?!靚唔靚女?!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAVbJm1gIIhw
「你冷靜D先,我自己一個去啫。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAY75BYuyRv0
「哦咁都好D…算你啦。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAe8iOmJG4yt
不對,我們是分了手的對吧。467Please respect copyright.PENANAfUatH9Ddi6
「呢個營無水,要去拎山水。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAqdyWKv9CPX
「記得煲過先好飲。」Erica說。467Please respect copyright.PENANA360F0mfrr5
「知啦。」我拿著兩個大水桶步向海邊,沿著海邊的步道走幾分鐘就是山水的取水處,有心人設了導水管使山水聚於一個小水池中,相當清澈乾淨。467Please respect copyright.PENANAl4DTJgp4UL
「今日我地又去食唐餐呀,但係都係無香港個D咁好食。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAUOxRMUpGdn
「你唔係鐘意食西餐既咩?難得去到英國反而要食唐餐?」467Please respect copyright.PENANA91yqEvmaO1
放下水桶,山水嘩啦嘩啦地流進水樽之中,每樽有兩升,應該夠今晚和明天用吧。467Please respect copyright.PENANAMD15i1pxL4
「呃~唔知呢,掛住香港掛,可能!」467Please respect copyright.PENANARlB4xTDkDA
「哦…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAwypZpZ6wb6
「特別係掛住你!」467Please respect copyright.PENANArZ2aLcb4fj
「Erica…」我沒好氣地說,但這樣下去會影響她發展的。467Please respect copyright.PENANAVW1nkpcSVU
看樣子,山水還要大概還要個十分鐘才載滿吧。我轉身扶著海邊小徑的欄杆,於漆黑的海面對面是不知那個海邊的高級屋宛,但當中的人當然不知道我正在遠眺著他們。467Please respect copyright.PENANAZrqBKKEHQj
浪濤拍岸,萬賴俱寂。467Please respect copyright.PENANAOmcCvalV2S
在香港,有這樣的良辰美景,安靜夜空,也不枉我這樣長途拔涉。467Please respect copyright.PENANAtGDuSmawNs
「阿友,你望下個天。」Erica突然說。467Please respect copyright.PENANAmmM8Ysx3wg
「嗯?做咩?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAgfaNJIHpEK
「我睇返日厝,今日香港應該有月光。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAAEDhiNxGRB
「有啊。」正因為一輪明月在天,我出來取水也沒有帶頭燈,路面樹頂通通一片銀白,甚至地上已經出現了我自己的影子。467Please respect copyright.PENANAPCYNbKTvRT
「我呢邊雖然係日頭,係咪?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAWN0ERVMbiD
「係?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAeq92V4jkiV
「但係月光,其實都係陽光黎,所以我地係望緊同一個太陽架!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAScn7UPZEIW
「乜鳩…」我失笑地說,這女生一如以往地愛胡思亂想。467Please respect copyright.PENANAAvQPttso92
「咩喎!你唔覺得好浪漫既咩!」Erica於耳機中向我說。467Please respect copyright.PENANA7LN4H07cFN
「係~係~好浪漫~哈哈哈…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA3yB2dflgFE
山水流到水樽內的聲音漸漸變得又高又急,水樽已經接近滿溢。467Please respect copyright.PENANAR74z3ha3V0
「你眼訓未?」她問。467Please respect copyright.PENANAO5Nr32kjyu
「下?有排…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA8KxAOtzwuO
「但我要出門口返學啦。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAwfktPhx1Cy
「哦,路上小心D啦。」我說。467Please respect copyright.PENANAnuF20IdhzS
「但我唔想CUT線。」她鬧別扭。467Please respect copyright.PENANAh9bKPuxk2D
「乖啦,返學要緊。」我說,「我起身你應該落堂,我到時再打俾你好無?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAulyFrapXci
「拿!你話架!」Erica高興地說,「咁我出去啦,拜拜~」467Please respect copyright.PENANAZF4VvVsHQT
「拜拜。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAAOdo7KvJDP
這樣下去真的會沒完沒了。
但我希望可以沒完沒了。
Erica把電話掛斷,我收好耳機,兩手剛自提起一個水樽,靜靜地享受著海風走回營地。467Please respect copyright.PENANACKcnLjDMEz
海邊就只有一個空無一人的碼頭在那兒看著海,這島在假日也是一天只有早,午,晚三班船,這也是這樣安靜的原因,而島上唯一的補給點就是碼頭旁邊的那間士多,也沒甚麼景點,所以來這島的人實在不多。467Please respect copyright.PENANA6TJI01DN9N
我喜歡。467Please respect copyright.PENANASYA8h4jJGx
「阿友…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAF7pGlEU8L8
…咦?467Please respect copyright.PENANAMskeYtqRI1
耳邊只有風聲,我不知道剛剛是不是我自己的幻聽。467Please respect copyright.PENANA4SKe1O8j7e
但馬上—467Please respect copyright.PENANA9LftSK3cLY
「…阿友…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA2xhzPDWSfs
風中,有人聲。467Please respect copyright.PENANA6wZgWz20EO
風中,有Erica的聲音。467Please respect copyright.PENANAcLVQEV7jWY
「Erica?做咩又打返返黎…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAbTFyauYYOZ
但我把手摸向耳珠,那時卻空無一物。當然了,幾十秒前的剛剛,我才親手把耳機收回放到衣袋中。467Please respect copyright.PENANAGjcOVSrcuS
咦那麼…467Please respect copyright.PENANAJGtnq87JDS
「阿友,呢邊呀…呢邊呀…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAqu9HGNgKdn
身後,清晰的,傳來Erica的聲音。467Please respect copyright.PENANA1rTspgSPjL
這…467Please respect copyright.PENANAjNEmdDJph8
我把頭往側轉了個九十度,馬上找到了聲音的來源:Erica。467Please respect copyright.PENANARkMVfl9Mu6
「Erica…?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAIWqmxAoaT1
不,不,不,這這這…這不可能呀!我剛剛才和Erica,她,她不是在英國嗎?這,這…為甚麼…467Please respect copyright.PENANAGkMWiWPUaN
Erica就在那兒,面露痛苦表情的半跪於地上,那是一條通往另一個僻靜石灘的掘頭小徑,她就穿著那天我在機場和她分別的那套衣服,坐在海岬其中一塊石頭上痛苦地看著我,似乎不知那兒受了傷。467Please respect copyright.PENANA1LNcMuX5Lb
「阿友,我…我好痛…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAok7udekqF0
我頭腦好像被炸開一樣,這到底是怎麼一回事?!我完全沒法動彈,但是眼前的無疑就是Erica,打扮,舉止,面貌,身材,完全一模一樣,這到底是…467Please respect copyright.PENANAbAnB06Bd4u
「你,你係乜野,依加乜乜乜乜事先!!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAw0MbCWrgDN
她只是望向我,我已經嚇至猛然往後縮,因為我心知肚明:Erica現在在英國!!再說了,Erica不喜歡郊外,她喜歡行博物館,行商場,而非這種荒郊野外!這個絕不可能是Erica,她絕不是…467Please respect copyright.PENANAIgWDqTKfBT
「你媽媽最近病情點樣?」467Please respect copyright.PENANA3bGXZ5ijmW
嗡——467Please respect copyright.PENANA47UPmPX9xX
一點也不誇張,我耳邊直接耳鳴了。467Please respect copyright.PENANAOaZz0QFGVL
因為我沒有向太多人說我媽的事,主要都是不希望其他人擔心。但Erica身為我的女朋友…前度,所以她自然知道這件事。除了她外,就只有我的家人知道這件事,這…467Please respect copyright.PENANAP0UVhwZbml
這個…這個只能是Erica吧?467Please respect copyright.PENANAL1kMW1WkDe
那麼剛剛和我在電話中聊天的人是誰?!想到這兒,我連忙把手上的水扔下,山水嘩啦地撒了一地,但管它啊?!我掏出電話解鎖,即使Erica出了門去上學,在路上也應該能聽電話的吧!雖然說她說過不喜歡在路上等公眾地方聊電話,但是現在管不了這麼多了!467Please respect copyright.PENANA3c9Iz3Yf0i
電話撥出。467Please respect copyright.PENANAsSFRhi6nwq
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」467Please respect copyright.PENANA2DjvOExdg6
我卻聽到了電話鈴聲,還是Erica專登設定和我一樣的電話鈴聲。467Please respect copyright.PENANA4stst5WEML
鈴聲,從眼前的Erica身上發出。467Please respect copyright.PENANA4qFy18GntB
「阿友,雖然我講過話我唔鐘意公眾地方講電話…但依加我整親隻腳行唔到,可唔可以過黎扶我?」眼前的Erica接通電話,聲音聽起來也是一模一樣,就是那個Erica。467Please respect copyright.PENANAwkQFjnPDXQ
「你,你唔係!你你你痴撚線架!!你咩咩怪物呀?!你痴撚柒線架!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAODo4rTxE2x
不對勁!!跑!!467Please respect copyright.PENANAqDlYuskgPx
我水也不管了,馬上轉身拔腿就跑!秋日的晚風這時卻帶著酷寒,我全身雞皮疙瘩,毛骨悚然,那傢伙,為甚麼會知道我媽的事?!為甚麼會知道Erica不喜歡公眾地方說電話?!為甚麼我打電話給Erica她的手機會響?!467Please respect copyright.PENANAB9c9VicjFo
這…可能性只有一個吧:她就是Erica。467Please respect copyright.PENANA1gqRKCoISw
所以這是惡作劇?以為人在外國,卻靜悄悄地回來再出現在我面前的那種無聊惡作劇!那個真的是Erica?467Please respect copyright.PENANAVYUbifdny4
不可能吧!剛剛才說過昨天去了吃唐餐!467Please respect copyright.PENANALzW8BcWpF1
咦但也只是片面之詞,說不定…467Please respect copyright.PENANAwAd41PE3ua
「阿友,你唔想見我?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAzuggR3vAV9
即使我跑了多少步,聲音卻緊緊追在我身後,我鼓起勇氣地回首看,Erica還是坐在那兒,但按道理這距離下除非她用盡全力大吼,否則我根本沒可能聽到她的聲音。467Please respect copyright.PENANAqM6vGr3fL6
她的聲音卻好像直接在腦中響起似的。467Please respect copyright.PENANAXFhjs6ma4F
「阿友,你明明就想我留係度唔去英國,依加我就係度,點解你要咁對我?」Erica神色黯然地說。467Please respect copyright.PENANA0yOkDbEXjP
「……我…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA8GnGdzQZxI
「你係咪已經唔鐘意我?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAkfjNuBCq7R
不是。467Please respect copyright.PENANADjoYMGtVtU
我怎會不喜歡她。467Please respect copyright.PENANA12WWgwE6Jm
我喜歡她到不得了。467Please respect copyright.PENANAEtqq6q5y2u
「……你明明就仲鐘意我。」Erica說,「點解要呃自己?」467Please respect copyright.PENANAXlcd31fkRD
「我…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAY6bY1pJRQO
腳尖不知不覺間向著Erica的方向前進。467Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3pZnVI9qP
「我真係好想見你,阿友,所以我先專登黎搵你,阿友,我地已經半年無見過對方喇。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAihAOXU59Fs
不可能的。467Please respect copyright.PENANAjJyXmIR4H5
這是錯的地方。467Please respect copyright.PENANApJPYCIPoeK
這是錯的人。467Please respect copyright.PENANACMo45jqtlp
Erica這個人,絕不可能在這時間,出現在這地點。467Please respect copyright.PENANA1HaggAA3DP
但是—467Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qxx4ae38h
腳還是不自覺地往Erica的方向走去。467Please respect copyright.PENANARb7X8Gmxzk
「Erica,但係你明明…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAFExKK11MyX
嘴上雖然這樣說,但我還是走向她。467Please respect copyright.PENANAWto6eDSU2m
我們都想看到自己所相信的事。467Please respect copyright.PENANAe5qQgt6nag
即使明知那不可能,明知那是未知的危險怪異,但還是被自己的夢幻泡影蒙蔽理智。467Please respect copyright.PENANAkPfyxQI3eU
一步又一步,我漸漸走向Erica。467Please respect copyright.PENANAvefvYNhmDJ
那是一塊在海邊的礁石,就在海灘盡頭的小海岬處,由於海流的問題,海岬下的沙床往往會被離岸流淘空,導致變成突然深水的陷阱,加上半夜正在漲潮,那礁石所在無疑是最危險的。467Please respect copyright.PENANAJC1Gc1Tjpr
那又怎樣。467Please respect copyright.PENANAqV4kDrqFEo
Erica就在我眼前。467Please respect copyright.PENANAbfAE5daSsR
熟悉的她,一如以往動人的她,就在我眼前。467Please respect copyright.PENANALxXEoP4bNs
呵呵呵呵…Erica…終於回來了……467Please respect copyright.PENANAoOR6TeZ7N9
「阿友…」467Please respect copyright.PENANA3rD9kwP3tV
「Erica…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAsRrDdHzpOs
「醒喇,柒頭。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAeft2E0zCbP
「砰!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAJyz4JsoUOA
「哎呀!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAzEWKVSBPEp
後腦被叩了一記,我回一看,一個叼著香煙的大姐正拿著一支那種游水的浮棒,看樣子剛剛就是用這玩意來打我。467Please respect copyright.PENANAD0DFwoPHgg
「邊撚個啊?!」467Please respect copyright.PENANAsJWHEVeJux
不知不覺間,水深已及膝。467Please respect copyright.PENANAzaJqmJLWxP
「你救命恩人,今日我先係小賣亭賣過燒賣俾你咁快就唔記得?」她說,「個塊石頭上面,你望到有人係唔係?」467Please respect copyright.PENANA136EaMG9yR
「佢係Erica,我既…前度…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAGMdDpVxQL8
「海面倒影入面有無佢?」467Please respect copyright.PENANA5m2ezpwv8h
「咩無佢,倒影入面點會…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4rnX06a9C
沒有。467Please respect copyright.PENANA3bg7uYOecm
「咦…?」467Please respect copyright.PENANA50TkrSsFsN
在海水的倒映中,那只是一塊空空如也的礁石,但把視線從海面往上掃視,Erica卻好好的坐在那兒凝視著我。467Please respect copyright.PENANAvAdKs6lFIR
「已知體,賽蓮。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAbAcQ6j2wGS
「咩已知體…」467Please respect copyright.PENANAmJ6miUq2j9
「你眼中你既女朋友,身上所有情報都係舊既係唔係?雖然我睇唔到,但佢應該著住你見過衫,髮型,咩都好,全部都係你見過野,完全無新野係咪?咁就係所謂既已知體,佢係基於你回憶中既人而投影出黎既幻影,基於所有你已知既事實。」467Please respect copyright.PENANA7GV8N3P0xt
的確。467Please respect copyright.PENANAqjSKtOE76O
Erica穿著和我於機場分手時的衣服,連手機鈴聲也是當日我為她設定的那一首,已知體,基於我的回憶而成立的幻影嗎?467Please respect copyright.PENANA93ddID0GA0
「佢唔係你前度,佢叫賽蓮,係呢個島既自然現象。」老板娘說,「跟我黎啦,唔好再行過去,佢就係想引你過去,今晚會好漫長。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAYOFGbTn7C4
Erica的臉色變得很差,但還是坐在那礁石上。467Please respect copyright.PENANAJmztSeQO65
看腳下的水流,只出幾步我就會墜入那被離岸流掏空的水下空穴被捲走吧。467Please respect copyright.PENANASXLmyjKwfW
「佢…佢係鬼?」我回頭涉水跟著老板娘往岸上走去。467Please respect copyright.PENANAijqfQyObTu
但Erica沒死,我不可能見到她的鬼魂才對。
「嗯,可以咁講,賽蓮佢…算係呢個島上既獨有自然現象,但係講到尾,佢係你既心魔。」老板娘說,「你啊,你應該都唔係咩好人,哼。」467Please respect copyright.PENANAC7tfD02H4F
如果現身的是我的心魔—那麼我們可能完蛋了。
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