楠楠看著前方一起玩泥土的孩子,眼中是藏不住的嚮往,明明遊樂場被人擠得水泄不通,但楠楠覺得自己的世界好空好空。245Please respect copyright.PENANArq3d9H1mDn
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孩子們蹲在地上圍成一個圈,每人拿著樹枝在泥土上塗塗畫畫,每畫完一個大作,就往前移動,在另一處空地創作,楠楠嘗試著向前想要加入,但孩子們肩並著肩,擁擠的好像沒有容得下她的空間。245Please respect copyright.PENANA32D9O2dk7Q
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楠楠突然明白,只有她的世界是空的,其他人的世界都是滿的。245Please respect copyright.PENANAckgbfXFLnd
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她嘗試著向孩子們開口,但害怕孩子們的世界容不下她微弱的聲音,楠楠的世界很空,但她為自己建了一座城堡,驕傲的公主是不會像他人低頭的。245Please respect copyright.PENANAf6qQO2vvue
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楠楠沒有樹枝,於是她用腳底在孩子們的作品上圖畫,她本意是希望能引起他們的注意,這是一個促狹的惡作劇,也許還帶有些委屈的洩憤,等她回過神時,飛揚的塵土已經亂糟糟地佔滿楠楠的視線。245Please respect copyright.PENANAS6PO1Jekju
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「妳在做什麼!」孩子們注意到她的動作,忍不住紛紛回頭看她。245Please respect copyright.PENANAjWVHmpQCJf
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他們終於注意到我了嗎!楠楠心中有些小得意,卻忽略了那些不滿的語調,滿懷興奮地一路小跑到他們圍的圓圈前,沒想到迎面而來的是飽含怒意的話語。有人瞪著她,有人拉著她,她被粗暴地踢出他們的世界,甚至連一步都沒有踏入。245Please respect copyright.PENANAXfkzOUJ6mN
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楠楠的思緒成了一片空白,老師好像跟她說了什麼,但那些話語亂得像飄飛的塵土,聚攏又散開,隨意碰撞就能組織成另外一個句子,而這一切,都是她自己造成的,「是她故意踢毀了那些塵土」。245Please respect copyright.PENANA1ukeU1gxeV
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等楠楠意識到時,淚水已湧出眼眶,她放聲大哭起來,哭得好傷心好傷心,像是再也快樂不起來, 城堡被淚水淹沒,孤單的公主只能把自己緊鎖在最高處的閣樓。245Please respect copyright.PENANAzRZzs7oFea
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陪伴著她的只有鮮明的情緒,委屈、難過、後悔,還有無法忽視的恨意,她恨站在一旁用同情的雙眼旁觀她哭的人,她恨孩子們,她恨老師,然而她最恨的,是被惡意驅使,做錯事的自己。245Please respect copyright.PENANAg2iVANOOJw
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「我是不是很糟糕的人?我真的只是...想和他們玩而已。」245Please respect copyright.PENANA7WpNd73tAg
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一個溫柔的擁抱回應了楠楠無聲的詢問。245Please respect copyright.PENANARdSFudiwqJ
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楠楠睜大了雙眼,望了望眼前的人,是一個大姐姐,給她熟悉又陌生的感受。245Please respect copyright.PENANA8UDdDfj6Kn
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大姐姐輕輕擦拭著她的眼淚,堅定地對她說:“妳做錯事,也受傷了,但相信我,當你為了生命中好的事情消逝而難過時,要明白,那些壞的事情同樣也會過去的。最終妳會痊癒的。”245Please respect copyright.PENANAwSCJMrM0EB
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楠楠聽得懵懵懂懂,但那些話語卻有種魔力,使暖意遍及她全身,她不禁問到:“我還會遇到你嗎?”245Please respect copyright.PENANAdJjJuMhPpG
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大姐姐調皮地捏了捏她的耳朵,“等妳長大就會遇到了。”245Please respect copyright.PENANAkotjKF6Sqf
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等到那時,妳會和自己和解。傷口未曾痊癒,但你會有能力療傷。245Please respect copyright.PENANAPrB06roWfH
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石楠從小女孩身邊轉身離開,微風輕拂,將從前的回憶溫柔放下。245Please respect copyright.PENANAt3gGXAi6oT
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“天空中,多的是帶傷飛行的鳥,我們總會走到夠強壯的年紀,迴身把記憶中那個啼哭的小孩解救出來。”---簡媜245Please respect copyright.PENANATfQeIgg9P1
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