「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoxonaBdqL
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet40WolpzZ
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCuYXEnoqj
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幼小我的父母就離異，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0me04QLPYU
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypty7YMMVP
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對母親的記憶還是有，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGhvkNjZbE
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記得她很常酗酒，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYJeDTralD
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後來的日子，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuI2CvjHL6
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerClHLFswh
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忙於工作的他，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28UUdYW3qt
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhK5ZbYKZ4
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到了上課時間再直接上課，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBLHky5jGU
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DPzJpVJiG
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzXyDlsBiA
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswHfCWxt5J
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qAxi5eMpU
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjraEMp7dBr
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父親工作的地方不一定，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84n2vlyUfC
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輾轉的換了三所小學，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIcs31G4A3
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ081MEOchBe
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他開始會喜怒無常，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEz6m84E7R
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQGdnQq79e
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvep0T1Q7oE
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很小我就與異性交往，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3hJ8vq6KH
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFSbPFpZMA
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc5X5fajCx
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYm6kIX5vQ
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我會睡在工地，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnViWHKGcTF
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkjXkfmbeO
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqI3r2Cf4u
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBBPeeVMpM
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他開始會講貶低的話語，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoe9DTm5Op
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那些原本用來工作的用具，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgK1J2l3wb
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODK7fELJUJ
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuvx8bgsll
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPqW3lfXmh
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n9ljVz6EG
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要我轉告給老師，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iGMKzlneB
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplE4bDIO71
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP1xNBeGBW
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS5su5TDh8
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXi4VwN45R
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細細去回想每個片段，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z9n96lZSb
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbEGv8fHh1
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rnT17NUyi
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUv5AePnyo
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBACTfiMJgR
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUHVhw6XtZ
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVdGvidgzn
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIFqRWPnVU
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfDRoNNEAV
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJRE47ZSeF
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERGGzjIFVD
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKFyEoXSY7
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正準備吃下第一口時，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsimA2PvlO
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbKIZrZrlr
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPtOMHKOmF
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